To the ladies: I wrote these notes, not because I am in love with anyone, but because I wish you could know how I wish to give love. How I wish I could and want to love you. What I wish our love is and would be like…
Author: Sean
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Nerds and Squares
When Schon was growing up, in his adolescence, something derailed his thoughts that would have led him into trouble. He was invited to go with a group of people that were into partying and sex and drugs. For a second there Schon thought that they might be cool because they were a little different than the “squares”. When invited to join them, Schon came up with an excuse to not go. Schon saved himself many years of hardship because Schon chose to read and spend time with the nerds and squares instead.
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Top Secret BBQ Rub Recipe
Don’t tell anyone… shhhhhh… I have found the magic secret BBQ rub that people have been searching for for centuries. To start with we will need a rack of ribs. The rub recipe is as follows:
- Molasses
- Brown sugar
- Smoked paprika.
- Pepper (to taste)
That is it! That’s all!
Slather your ribs with molasses, then cover your ribs in the dry rub recipe above.
Play with the ratios and see what works out well. Less sweet? More paprika?
Smoke your ribs and enjoy!
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Freeform thought exercise
Ethics
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Worthwhile Core Values & Prerogatives
Let us all come together for worthwhile causes.
Priorities:
- Needs of all peoples.
- These include, but are not limited to: real food, real water, real sleep, real shelter, real hygiene, real clothing, sex (and the right to individual preferences and abstinence), the psychological need of safety, and psychological belonging within peer & family group.
- Human rights of all peoples.
- As defined by the true intention of the Universal Declaration of Human Rights
- Constitutional rights for all people.
- Title IV inclusion for all people.
Compliance to these rights and needs shall apply to all people, locally, internationally, and inter-dimensionally, no matter how one is “classified”.
To know further problems and issues to address we, the public, MUST know the facts that permeates time and space (aka other realities that we are connected to). I must ask, because time technologies are relevant, what are the population facts in every timescale / visibility!?
From here, let’s start with achieving these basic core values, we shall then, together trudge forth.
- Needs of all peoples.
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Liga The Saleswoman
There was a woman, Liga, who was a door-to-door salesperson. She had to read exactly what was written on the sales card when he went to a house for a sale’s call. Everyday she would look at the cards and read what she was supposed to say. The people that had wrote the sales cards liked to trick people, they were dishonest. Liga read the cards everyday. She didn’t think about what was written, She just had to say those words. One day Liga went to a house and read the sales card and the person at the door got very upset. “Why did you say that?” the person asked Liga. Liga didn’t understand, she replied with “That’s what I have to say, it’s written on the cards.” So Liga then started to get upset. She thought “The people who wrote the sale cards are making people upset. It is the fault of those that wrote the sales cards!” She was mad at the sales card writers. The person that got upset at the writing complained to Liga’s company and the bad writers were fired!
Now the sales cards are written by people who actually care and who are kind.
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Emersed Sailing On The Winds of Holiness
Divinity sprang forth, gushing out of holiness like lava from a volcano.
We are one now.
I wondered what the physics were, if we were, as one, both opaque and of the same state of matter.
Lets us pray:
We give thanks for today
For nature
For the spirit
For the everyday things like birds and smiles and ants and trees and air and leaves and the vast and open sky. Thank you
Inhale.
I know and it makes me happy, when you feel elation and joy. Let us go to the high spirit and set our sail and coast with the breeze.
Our wind sailship is organic, made of a being like a snail with sails as wings. It is gigantic and we all can rest ourselves in the snail cabin, like a boat
A pause
Let us pray again, just to give thanks, just to emit positivity forth from our auras, a radiation of goodness. Our primal beings, even that we hold high the spirit, cover and drench me with your flow of holiness forever, let my mind be in yours and yours in mine
We surrender and trust
Know and care.
I want to drink your holiness and be covered by your holiness while breathing
Let us not touch, just there together closer, more intimate, sacred, our spirits beyond matter.
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Varu
It’s a premonition. I see my dead body. They took it underground, again. Who are they? They scare me. They are spirits, ghosts. Why? How do they live? I woke up. I thought it was a nightmare. A sigh of relief I’m alive, thank goodness. Then I see her. Why is she here? Looking at me, with crazy eyes and a smile. “What do you want from me!?” I got the words out of my mouth. Then a lot of them just giggling, dancing around me. What are they going to do? More crazy faces. I start panicking. All they are doing is laughing. I lose control of my body, I am completely unable to move paralyzed. They start devouring me. Blood everywhere, they are laughing. It is fun for them. Life leaves me.
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Vaora
by ComT One
Vaora is a very strong and resilient woman who achieves great feats.
Table of Contents
- Episode 1
- Episode 2
- Episode 3: Their First Rescue
Episode 1
She arrives on the planet Aeur. “Welcome Home” they each told her. They watched the whole thing yet they could only cheer her on from afar. She made the right choices.
A tear exits her eye and falls to her lip. She wipes it off with her sleeve.
She was finally home.
A flashback. She remembers the gravel pit. They gave her a crossbow, three knives. She had to… those men… they weren’t men… they were animals.
His thoughts, how did they reach her? He didn’t want to take the credit… after all it was the thoughts that rescued her. She knew him though, not them. How did his thoughts know what to send her, when to pick her up?
Thought message: “I’m here”
ComT replied “Are we really going to create a family? Would you like this as much as I would?”
A tear of joy and vulnerability never felt: “Yes!”
“Planet Aeur is not like there, Aeur has evolved. We all have learned to care… it was that or perish.”
She could finally rest. They gave her a meal and bedding.
She slept and slept. It was healing. For many days she would sleep. She would wake up, eat, wash, then go to sleep again.
Thought message from ComT: “Please, let us hold hands for hours at a time. Please hold my hand tightly.”
Finally they were near… finally they were together.
She remembers the gravel pit: survival by any means possible. There were a lot of them, the animals got thrown in to survive, to live, yet they were just that: animals and Vaora had to find a way to survive. Luckily, she escaped. It was a wretched way to live. The indescribable wrongs that occur there. It is not worth mentioning, it is not worth describing further.
They called her an animal, yet she wasn’t one. They called ComT an animal, yet he wasn’t one.
She remembers when he first heard her. The gravel pit with all those animals. She screamed out though she didn’t know anyone was near. “Help me!” ComT heard her.
She remembers their conversation when she knew he was right for her. It was his honesty, his vulnerability. Vaora said “Let’s get honest ComT. What about your travels to the Pressitro Coverino Wilderness? I know what they do there.” “Yes” he answered “I went there, yet it wasn’t unholy. It was, believe it or not, to try to find you.” “Okay” she replied “I understand that, yet the Ograhep Wilderness is an unholy place where animals are running wild.” “I was looking for you… I just didn’t know it.” She replied: “You still go there.” “Yes I am lonely, I still am learning to control my animal instincts, my primal self. We all have animal instincts, that is a part of our primal self. Essentially we are mammals, animals, yet we have a mechanism that the Omnipotent gifted us with. It is the choice to choose morality, between being a person or animal… ACTIONS speak louder than words… we could all be forgiven… the Almighty is loving and forgiving. If I had you, you’d be all I need, all I want, all I would like, I would be satisfied, don’t you understand!? Where does a human go!? Besides, I am capable of separation. I imagine one, holy, and sanctified committed relationship when I have been at the Ograhep Wilderness. That is not me. It is out of need. I don’t want to go there anymore! If I had you! Only you it would be!” That satisfied her, he was being honest.
She asked: “They had asked about the Bistwelv-AFey… What did you do!?” “This was above the Planet Krito’s laws. It was sanctioned by an initiative truth sequence of the Highest Planet Aeur Hierarchy. “I had to. It was a personal quest and I take responsibility, yet from my wandering, the light of truth prevailed. It was beyond what it appeared to be. It was a matter of time, and because of this quest… souls were freed. I stand by my actions, they were necessary. When the clouds were low, I couldn’t see. Thus, then it was engraved, the path I shall take to shine forth.”
Vaora was satisfied with his answer. She understood. It made sense.
ComT asked “Forgive me if that had affected you. It was my intention to tread lightly. Forgive me, please please, I ask of you”.
“I forgive you, yet I don’t need to. I’m glad that you are who you are and I’m glad you’ve done what you’ve done.”
Thought message from ComT: “Please lay with me, please lay your head on my arm. I love you.”
Episode 2
They, ComT and Vaora, were finally together. Though it’s been much of a journey for both of them, their work is only starting, as rescuers. Vaora is an expert of the gravel pits, and ComT had connection with many spirits inside the Netherworld. They would form as a team, and as a couple, would rescue others in similar positions that they were in.
It was a battle beyond the physical realm, and inside the physical realm. The real work was diving into the minds and making sure that rescues were truly wished for. When people went to the gravel pit, some people were satisfied being in the gravel pit, though many did not understand that a better existence could exist. They came together and discussed how to achieve ethical rescuing. A certain legitimacy is necessary to delve into these realms and ComT had a connection with the Mind, Sight, Touch Agency (MSTA)… just the type of people who had access to resources they would be working with. ComT made contact and the Mind, Sight, Touch Agency would sponsor his and Vaora’s initiative. The weaponry would be different than typical knives, guns, vests, and bombs. This was a new field. Vaora started learning how to program code. They would have to make contact with each target and make sure their truest desire would be exiting the gravel pits. Some of the weaponry would be mind-link communication devices, time-freeze-shock-wave blasters, and magnetic nano-lens cameras. They would be given the weapons, Mind, Sight, Touch Agency Identifications Cards, and Uniforms to establish their legitimacy, as well as access to highly advanced satellite resources.
Vaora tapped into her programming:
Let Rescue = (AlphaBot) => {
MindLink = “Connecting to the MindLink Private Communication Channel. “;
VisualLink = “Connecting to the VisualLink Private Communication Channel. “;
TouchLink = “Connecting to the Touch and Mind Effect Sensors. “;
FreezeTime = “Initiate Time Freeze and Distraction Mode To Monitors. “;
console.log(AlphaBot);
console.log(MindLink + VisualLink + TouchLink + FreezeTime)
};
Rescue(“Initiate Communication Sequence”);
Essentially they would have to work with the relevant and current monitoring systems that existed. They would have to establish communications and this was to find out what the true intention of the gravelpit participant was: To stay in the gravel pit? To live a happier, more fulfilling life beyond the gravelpit?
Another part of their rescue sequence would be to connect the recued with matches that would be of mutual benefit to both the rescued and the match. Matches whom would care and look after each other, whom would like to communicate with each other between the planets.
Once matched, they would be given the chance to privately visually see each other, to privately communicate to each other via vocalizations and visualizations. If mutually desired, the matches would then be able to touch and feel each other. The purpose of this is to create a lasting bond, an intimacy where the rescued and the matches feel genuinely cared for. It is more than just an experience, the Mind, Sight, Touch Agency would be hoping to create lifetime bonds between matches, for support, and if possible… to connect those for the purpose of love, true, unwavering, unconditional love.
The relevant organizations were onboard, and because Vaora and ComT had experience, they were leading the squads.
The rescued would give feedback to the Technology Controls… “How do we feel more? Is it possible to combine the experience of touch and visuals moreso? I would like to see and actually talk to the rescued from the gravel pit! I really would like to get to know this person!” The MSTA would adjust accordingly.
Now that Vaora and ComT were onboard, their rescues would start.
Episode 3: Their First Rescue
The MSTA had been receiving intelligence from various sources. It looks like every color of the rainbow agrees. Blue, Red, Purple, Violet, Green, Grey, Orange all say it’s a go ahead. A rescue must occur. They contacted Vaora and ComT.
Vaora and ComT were just getting to know each other. They have been connected intimately, yet from a distance. Now they are actually together, near each other, able to touch and talk with each other. They were laying next to each other, holding each other when they were contacted. “Only if we could stay in bed with each other forever… I love this feeling with you” Vaora told ComT.
MSTA briefed Vaora and ComT. It looks like a young man was contacted from the Netherworld. He reacted luckily. A woman in Planet JIx was in a gravel pit. She shouldn’t have been. We must rescue her. We have a match, the young man in Planet Aeur that heard her cries. The man, Jeru, apparently went berserk and started diggin and breaking through the sidewalk where he thought she was underground, yet she was on another planet. He told authorities what was occurring, yet they didn’t believe him. Now Jeru is in trouble, yet that will work out. Most importantly is getting the woman, Aloba with Jeru. Then she will feel safe, and Jeru will understand. This was an interdimensional rescue. The Aloba and Jeru are destined to be together. Matches made between the realms. It’s a sanctioned match.
Our rescue plan is to invisibly observe the situation at Jeru. We will use aerial technologies to fly us in if all points to that the rescue should actually occur.
MSTA would like Vaora’s opinion as to what we should do. We would also like her to make first contact with Aloba, so she intuitively will know what to say, and how to calm Aloba.
“What was occurring?” ComT asked. “Let’s just say this: Sometimes rust is a good, natural process. A fungi balancing out metal, yet this situation is like rust eating away unrelenting towards a gorgeously crafted artwork of metal that is supposed to be inside. This fine metal artwork is crafted intertwining delicately with glass. A sweet, lovely artwork, and this rust is just relentlessly eating and destroying such a beautiful artwork that should be preserved with oil and kept indoors.” ComT and Vaora understood completely.
“How do we neutralize the rust?” ComT asked. MSTA replied “Invisibly… let’s just say with Acetone and Phosphoric Acid.”
They, ComT and Vaora, beamed up to the space craft. The tele-transported just outside the atmosphere of Planet Jix. They had the right clearance to enter the airspace. They began their monitoring. Right away they found Aloba.
Vaora recognized the situation. “I remember when I was in the gravel pit. I remember all too well.”
Meanwhile, Jeru was being briefed that the rescue was going to occur and that he would be able to be with Aloba soon. He was happy. They mind-linked communications between Jeru and Aloba. They told each other how they felt about each other. They both knew they’d be together soon.
The first mind travelers entered. They brought with them only their third eye connection devices. Vaora established communication with Aloba. Aloba said “Yes, please bring me to Jeru. I would like to be with Jeru. I need Jeru.” She was in slight shock and in disbelief that she was finally going to be with Jeru. Jeru was her only thought of hope while in the pit. “Please bring me to Jeru.” Aloba was crying. Vaora knew that it was true, Aloba is destined to be with Jeru. Vaora said “Thank goodness, she could still feel, she still has her emotions.”
ComT was with the MSTA team monitoring and observing the situation. Everything was going smooth. The powers that be recognized that a rescue and teleportation was necessary.
Vaora teleported to Aloba physically and appeared. “I’m here, I’m really here. Are you ready to go?” Vaora asked Aloba. “Yes”. They teleported her and Vaora up to the spacecraft.
One in the space craft the team of female technicians attended to Aloba. They cleaned and bathed her. Aloba felt relief. She was in disbelief that she got out of the pit.
The space craft exited Planet Jix and teleported to Planet Aeur. MSTA let Aloba recover and while she was recoving, she was mind-linked with Jeru so they could communicate.
Finally Jeru and Aloba’s dreams and hopes are coming true!
ComT and Vaora were responsible for introducing Jeru with Aloba. When Aloba was ready, they brought her to Jeru and introduced each other. Aloba and Jeru immediately embraced each other and they both cried.
Vaora and ComT held hands. Their first rescue… a success!
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Shekla
by ComT One
Shekla is an earthy woman who lives in a futuristic sci-fi cosmic world full of portals and choices. This is her adventure: some romance, some exploring, some finding herself.
Table of Contents
- Episode 1: Shekla
- Episode 2: Inner Portal No. 2
- Episode 3: Guidance
- Episode 4: ComT’s Wishes and Desires
- Episode 5: The Sisterhood’s Weave
- Episode 6: The Secret Ritual
- Episode 7: Uniting
Episode 1: Shekla
“He lives in another realm” Shekla thought. “Yet I love him, I know I love him. Most don’t get nearly as far. I actually know his name. He’s been trying to reach me, and he has, and I’ve reached him.” ComT is his name, his alias. “How does he know that I know? How does he know I’m real and how do I know he is real.” She knew everything about him. Everything factual. His height, his skin color, his eye color, his weight. None of that matters, no phenotypical qualities matter except to her. What is her preference? Things change sometimes. It is the inner self, the character and quality of person that truly matters. The gentleness, the inner-strength. She knows his lows and highs. Everything that a woman needs to know, to know for sure that she is destined to be with him and he is destined to be with her.
Crossing over realms is not as simple as one might think. It must be a concerted effort. They know when things occur sometimes, yet it is possible to successfully achieve a complete cross over into the same realm and timescale. A lot of society has to agree, or at least be convinced that is what the woman really wants. It is a woman’s decision. She has to know because returning to her first realm takes some effort too.
“He just saw me. How could that be?” It is the senses that we, all of us must trust, we must have faith in. We are interconnected, and we might rely on those we least think we’d ever rely on. It is a world beyond the individual’s perception. You might think he or she are the other people, those people that are not connected… yet we are all interconnected. When will we learn to harness this magnificence for the benefit of ourselves and each other? We have to be kind. The sages, the ancients, they gave us wisdom… loving kindness is how we must proceed to everyone beyond ourselves and including ourselves. It is the only way to go from here.
“What should I do!?” she reflected. “Don’t think of him, don’t think of anyone!” She told herself. He knows somehow. Yet she also knew that he was thinking the same. “Quit! Writing about her! Don’t think of her! Just do something else!” It was destined though. “He saw again?” Shekla’s sister asked her. “Yes, he actually saw.” Shekla told her sister. “Then it is destined. What should we do?” Shekla replied: “Just be ourselves. If it is destined , then let’s just do what we do and be ourselves. We have to find a way though, to actually connect. Sure masks are fun, yet they aren’t real. Everyone in existence is ready from real. That’s where we go from here. We go towards loving-kindness and true realness.” She pointed towards the compass. It’s red arrow was pointed Easts-North-East. Morality of the East, yet the stepping up, the climbing, the striving towards the mighty North. That is our direction, our adventure of self-improvement, of bettering ourselves and evolving into better people. We have to all do this together, we, with loving-kindness, have to help one another in achieving this. This is the way we are headed.
“Perfection is imperfection. Just look at nature’s plants, curling, and bending, winding, and climbing. Believe me, show me your attempt, your proclamation that something or someone is perfect and I will find that one miniscule detail as to that being false.” Shekla thought, yet she was near flawless. A personality with humor and charm, an intellect sharp with wit, a physique described as heavenly, and she genuinely liked people and people, once they got over her so-called perfection found her to be a welcome delight almost anywhere. She wasn’t searching for perfection, just her match, her perfect match of imperfection… to be all hers and her to be all his.
Episode 2: Inner Portal No. 2
It wasn’t delightful. There was muck, the other people seemed like creatures, like animals. She had a place though that was hers. A tent. She shared it with just her sisters, they kept it tidy (as she did) and it was magical, like some serene desert sands with just enough solitude. The oasis had all the necessities, fresh spring water, lots of palm tree shade from the hot air and Sun. The tent was hidden from the rest of planetary dwellers. A place to be alone or with family, only women and children were allowed in this tent. Everyone respected this rule. There was a sign posted and it was universally legible. A place for the women to regroup. Decorated with strings of hovering lights, dimming as the night progressed.
Shekla decided to travel to her love ComT through the inner portal No.2. There were a series of tunnels that led to the portal entranceways. There is always risk though. She knew he was monitored as well. Could she manage to be in the same visibility, the same timescale? Would they allow this? (Whomever they were.) They seemed to have some logic, and some flexibility. Was she RIGHT enough for him? “Please” Shekla thought “Just let me be with him. He is waiting… I KNOW IT.” She got ready for the portal jump. All it would take is one touch, one spoken word, one sight, then their bond would be strengthened amongst each other. She knew his thoughts “I’m going to grab onto your hands and I will hold them for as long as possible when you jump”. She wanted this. Then they would know that they were just a little bit more real than before. Thought message: “Anything to give us hope that we are true for each other. We ARE destined to be with each other.”
She exited the tent and started towards Portal No.2. Her brother would escort her to the entranceway. There were trusted men who honored and respected the women; Protectors. They arrived and she waited at the entrance. Brother stood guard. She waited and she knew ComT was thinking of her. She jumped to him. It was the right one, she knew it. Yet that wasn’t him. Thought message: “That wasn’t you”. Communication was new between them. “That wasn’t me.” ComT told her. “I know” She replied. “What happened?” He said. “It wasn’t you. What happened to you?” ComT was honest. “I won’t say. Bad.” “I know” Shekla replied. “They swapped you out” she said. “Where did I go?” ComT asked. “We’ll trace, yet you weren’t at portal No.2 where you should have been” “How long has this been going on.” ComT said. “Is that a statement or a question?” “A statement” ComT replied.
“Something just occurred. I saw a brief glimpse of white, and something was put in my mouth.” ComT said. “Was that you?” “No that wasn’t” she replied. “Air was then put in my throat” ComT said. “We are tracking this. We know who it is.”
There was the “They”, yet the “They” aren’t good or bad. There is good there. It is complicated. Yet there is a something that has been doing and getting things they shouldn’t. It is a noticeable time lapse ComT says. They aren’t stealth. It is less seem-less than the legitimate realm portal interactions.
“At least we know that No.2 is not always a portal jump with 100% integrity. Shall we create another portal?” The brothers discussed “No, yet lets track who was monitoring, as well as all entities involved during this most recent portal jump. We’ll track from there.”
Shekla returned to her tent.
Episode 3: Guidance
He saw me, or someone again. A brief light trail. “That is not right, that cannot be. We haven’t had a seer in many millennia.” Sister Abileen said. “Oh shush there are seers all over the world!” Replied Shekla. “Not at that frequency.” “That is true, ComT’s seeing of the higher frequencies are rare.” “It’s a technological issue though. We are past that spiritual stuff.” “We are not past any ‘spiritual stuff’… it is all spiritual stuff.” Abileen is happy for Shekla. She knows it is true. Yet there are some things to work out.
A Priestly Brother and Sisterly Nun spoke: “It is sanctified and destined to be. Don’t they know about the Ancients: Pharaoh or Abimelech? Locational and conscious swaps are the same story. The swappers will have to pay one way or another. We are all connected, and Shekla simply is destined to be with ComT.” I say again “SANCTIFIED AND DESTINED TO BE SAYS SHE AND SAYS ALL! IT IS WRITTEN.”
Shekla goes to her Abileen for guidance. “It is all unfathomable. It is almost unimaginable. ComT knows though it is all practical. How are we to learn about actual reality’s timelines, especially when time could be manipulated. Our modern day is complicated. There is so much progress… we are advanced, highly intelligent people, our human organism is, yet some origins of our modern day are so very ancient. How could I believe that most people in the world have optical contacts, and how do we get around this when it is individual preference to not have such technology, as fascinating as it is.” Abileen replies “Trust me, you want those. If you didn’t have those then the things that occur, people ‘popping up’, the actions of those in differing timescales would be hard to manage.” “I DON’T WANT OPTICAL CONTACTS, JUST AS COMT DOESN’T.” Shekla exclaimed. “Besides, it’s outside of our awareness mostly, it is managed by varying frequencies to protect us. This is how you connected with ComT, your vibrations are of similar frequency and led each other to find each other.” Abileen replied. “We aren’t in the same frequency or timescale or visibility or consciousness yet!” “Closer than you’ve ever been though!” “This is true Sister Abileen, thank you for your guidance.” “You are welcome my sister, I very much enjoy our discussions with each other.”
Meanwhile… ComT felt enraged. Another “Misguided Myself” confused as to whom is who. A very slight neurochemical was placed in his coffee from another realm timescale being. “DANG IT! I’LL FINISH MY COFFEE ANYWAYS.” Air in the throat, meant to provoke a burp. “Sort of unruly creatures they are. I deserve better.” Frustrated yet knows it’ll be worth it somehow when he ACTUALLY connects with Shekla. “I have faith… one day it’ll work out.” he contemplates. ComT thought about what the portals must actually be like. He imagined it being a hole in the ground wide enough to jump through. And where does it go or what happens when you reach the landing? It must be entirely faith based. You just know where the portal is and you just know when the right time is to jump. There must be some guidance telling you where to jump and it must be faith based, believing and knowing that you are actually at a portal. Perhaps you levitate instead of impact when you jump. This kind of stuff ComT wonders yet he has never experienced such a thing, well not in his actual visual consciousness or alert awareness. When time could be manipulated, the possibilities are infinite. “How though would I maneuver or be maneuvered? Someone whom would maneuver me, I must trust with my life! Yet how will I ever get to know a person like this, or more-so humbly and graciously thank a person like this?”
Episode 4: ComT’s Wishes and Desires
“You know my thoughts so well Shekla even though I don’t know your name. You know my name. Remember when I told you. I yelled so you would know who I am, so you know our worlds are similar. You know that, while in the spirit of good humor, I border on being truly obsessed in love with you… though I wish you were with me, and if you are… that level of amorous love… I would be so very happy… you would make me so happy being in such strong and real love with me. I think about you constantly… if you were real and on my same planet and able to be with me. I make plans in my imagination how it could go well, very well, I do everything I possibly could do to let you know, between realms, that I have faith in you and care, truly and honestly. I tell myself that if you are or are not real is no matter to me because I have such strong faith that you are real. I believe and I know you believe in true love. I will wait and save myself for you, me being all yours and you being all mine. That would make me happy. Would that make you happy? I would only accept yes and then I’d know we are destined to be with each other and for each other. How could I be a benefit to you though? I am only a man whom is simple. If I were a rich man, I’d buy you the world… yet I am only me… yet you… if I had you I’d be a wealthy man because I know you are a good woman. I know that we will find a way to be together somehow, we will learn to traverse the portals, the cosmic universe and be with each other. We will learn how to communicate, effectively and efficiently with each other as to making sure that each other’s needs are always met and cared for and exceeded.
I wish I could learn about you, that I could know you as well as you know me. Your intellect, your spirit, your physical being, all of the above intimately, though most importantly your whole being, your higher being. I wish our spirits could intertwine in the infinite ether of time, weaving our souls together, forming a tapestry of loving kindness to feed our souls with, yet more importantly nurturing and giving to beyond ourselves. Our foundation of love, decent love, providing the nurturing, shelter and needs for much more than just us… much beyond ourselves… interplanetary… inter-consciousness… inter-dimensionally… inter-realm… giving and giving and always giving.
We will know each other inside and outside, every fiber of our being, seen and unseen… trusting each other and knowing each other, constantly revealing ourselves to each other, unfolding our truest, most honest selves to each other… giving our story of love to the worlds beyond ourselves… all based off of faith that we each are there and destined to be with each other, which we are.
Everything we do, every action we take, every step of improvement is for each other, motivated by each other and our desire to climb high, step after step perfecting our love for each other in the infinite imperfection of reality. We will, and are, creating the reality that we both function optimally in… you helping me and (just, if not more importantly) me helping you.
I already am so humbled that you are even a slight possibility… that I will always remember my alone-ness that I once had before you. In remembering this, I know that you are to be honored and I shall be appreciative always of you… forgiving when need be… waiting for your forgiveness if ever need be… listening for your calming words, waiting for you always. Will you wait for me?
I already know we will, one day, someday, somehow create something great, fantastic, magical between us.
I wish you to be happy, genuinely, healthy in every way, to feel loved and accepted as a person always. I wish you experience the peaceful, loving-kindness that we give forth, inspired by each other. I wish our (interdimensional) interaction is as much and more of a benefit to you than it is of me. I wish that you know and feel that I love you and will always love you, always honoring and respecting your individual preferences.”
Episode 5: The Sisterhood’s Weave
Shekla had many many sisters. In fact, Shekla considers every female person to be her sister. Every phenotype, size, shape, color of woman, is her sister. This is Shekla’s perspective, her way of being and interacting with the world, and the women, the magnificent presence that they were, were something truly magical to behold. Their movements were a dance. Lucky it be for any man to know about such things, or to be near such a presence of the infinite prayer wound into manifestation amongst people and the planet Shekla was on.
The dance of the women is engrained in the ether and memory of time and space. The Sisterhood’s dance was not a planned or scheduled or coordinated activity. It was life itself weaving through life, creating. The dance was recorded beyond all awareness or consciousness. Perhaps it was recorded in the infinite hairs of the Almighty. The dance was something to revere.
Not all women participating were aware that they were weaving on such an intergalactic scale beyond where many choose not to go, yet they were all included – every woman in existence.
Years ago the kind and gentle intuition of females saved the human species, and their weaves became stronger and more complicated, yet they’ve always been weaving into the ether of beyond.
The dance, the dance, is, is, a song, a song.
The movements could be actions, it be locational documentation of words, thoughts, deeds, it could be broadcast way beyond any space or time at all. No one knows… it just is something MAGICAL!
Shekina, being otherworldly jumped through the portal and continued her dance. She arrived in outer space. She placed a flower somewhere, wherever she was. It didn’t need much water, or light like a Jericho Rose, though of an even more magnificent beauty. The weave started. She teleported back to her domain, her planet. The Rose was left there, though, in outer space and another Sister teleporter somehow knew it was there. The Sister jumped into the portal. She wove through, in, out, over, under, and found the flower. She grabbed it, took it. Brought it with her to her planet. This was one weave they did amongst themselves, the women. Over, under, over, under, in, out, in, out. The sister placed the Rose in water. It drank and was nourished. It was given light. It was nourished. The sister’s handed this flower from one sister to another until the flower found a home. The sister jumped through with the flower and placed it where the portal to her. She teleported to a beach, there was a vase on a side table with a reclining wooden beach chair just next to the table. It was a warm summer day at the beach. The skies and water were clear, warm, and calm. Sister placed the flower in the vase. This was the flower’s new home.
In the nearby beach-side house on this coastline lived a widow. She had experienced much life, yet had much, much more to experience. She found the Rose and smelled it. “How nice!” She thought. This was another weave in the Sister’s dance. The widow knew it was meant for her. A sign of rebirth.
Shekla weaved in and out of portals doing loving kind deeds for people… for her Sisters, for her brothers, and all the while she kept in mind ComT, who was, just like her, thinking of his love. They eagerly awaited each other, yearning as time continued forth. Somehow they knew they’ve be together, yet they hadn’t experienced each other in the same awareness, timescale, or consciousness. They knew they could send each other thought messages… signaling, and communicating with each other and they both were eagerly awaiting the moment when they could weave their story into the ether of time and space.
Episode 6: The Secret Ritual
In the middle of the night Shekla awoke from her sleep. She had been dreaming and thinking of Sister Abileen. She stood and went to the kitchen to get a drink of water. She heard a noise down a portal tunnel. There was a shadow from a fire and priests chanting. She decided to take a look. She walked down the tunnel. There were three priests in their vestments who were gathered around a fire. They were chanting and seemed to be in some ecstatic trance, chanting and chanting. One priest threw something into the fire and the fire roared and flamed up high. Should she have been watching this? A priest then raised his hands in the air and spoke sacred sounding words. He held a bird in his hands and raised his hands. He let go of the bird and it flew away.
She all of a sudden felt panic. She shouldn’t have been there. She felt anxious. The priests looked at her. “WHAT ARE YOU DOING!?” They yelled. She got scared and ran away. She went back to her tent and thought “They saw that someone was there watching yet they didn’t know who it was.” She was safe and calm now that she was back in her tent. What was the ritual that they were preforming? Shekla returned to bed and fell asleep.
During her sleep she dreamed of the priestly ritual. The priests were encircled around the fire chanting, yet this time they were letting go many birds. One bird after another the priests would raise their hands and the birds flew away. They were chanting. “Om baba un ohmmmm filis deeeoooooooo Omm Ommm AHHHDEEE OOOHHHmaaa Ommmm Baaaaaa baaaaa!” They again, just like in real life looked at her, yet it was even scarier. All three of their voices echoed “WHAT ARE YOU DOING!?” “WHAT ARE YOU DOING!?” “WHAT ARE YOU DOING” She didn’t know what to do. There was a tiger that jumped out before the priests looking at Shekla. Hiss! Chanting… chanting as they drew nearer to her. “Ummmm Baaaa Baaaaaa” They were walking towards her. The tiger was showing its teeth and hissing. She couldn’t run. It was as if she was frozen in her dream! “Please!” She told herself “Wake up! Wake up!” Yet she couldn’t. They came closer to her. “WHAT ARE YOU DOING!? WHAT ARE YOU DOING!? WHAT ARE YOU DOING!?” She tried yet she couldn’t wake up. She screamed. She awoke. Did she actually scream?
Sister Abileen was in the same tent. “Are you okay?” She said to Shekla. Shekla replied “Yes, I had a dream about what I saw earlier. When I awoke earlier tonight and I went and got a drink of water, yet there was a light and I followed it and I saw the priests and they were preforming a ritual. I went back to sleep and had a dream. They saw me and approached me with a tiger.” Abileen said “Oh, Sister, relax sister it was only a dream. They preform those rituals every night. That is just the priests praying. Want to go with me now, we could go see and find out if they are still preforming the ritual? We’ll be quiet, they’ll never know that we will be watching.” “Yes, let’s go!” Shekla said.
So Shekla and Abileen went and sneakily looked at the priests preforming their ritual. “SHHH!!! QUIET!!!” Abileen told Shekla “I often sneakily watch them preforming their ritual. They do this every night!” The priests were the trusted men who always act with integrity in their actions. Truly holy men. The women were comforted in their discussion. They became thankful that there are priests in the world, a type of spiritual protection and guidance. Shekla and Abileen increased their Sisterly bond with each other through the experience of watching the priests preform their ritual. They discussed what the purpose is of such things. They discussed the world and realized they have each other as Sisters.
It was this night that Shekla realized there was a spiritual ebb and flow in the world. The mean earnestly and honestly prayed, asking, with faith for guidance from the Almighty Infinite Omnipotent All Knowing.
It was tonight that Shekla realized that it is worth it to act with character and loving kindness always, and it is worth having faith knowing that there is much more to life than what it seems.
Episode 7: Uniting
Attempt and attempt lead to Shekla being able to connect with ComT yet they were not both in the same timescale or visual awareness or consciousness.
“What more do you want!? I am here for you, ComT, and we are interacting, I am able to touch you and talk to your projection.” Thought Shekla. Yet she knew they were still in differing frequencies.
“We both know Shekla” ComT sent a thought to her “that until we are both in the same frequency, timescale, space realm, conscious awareness, that some parts of ourselves are not truly going to be convinced that this is real!”
“Have faith” She thought.
Sure it was more connection that had ever been, yet it wasn’t REAL. The realness was separated by technology, and they both knew that the capabilities to be in the same timescale and awareness is possible, very possible and occurs all the time!
“I would like to feel you to know that you are real, to know who I am feeling and more importantly… I would like to get to know who you really are. If you go to know the real me… not the projected, masked simulation of me… would we REALLY love each other? We have to ask this, as love is intimate. Love should be the interweaving of the selves, the spiritual selves in complete honesty with each other.”
Shekla agreed.
ComT told her “I do have faith and I know you’ve real, yet what I am asking for, what we both would like, is more than possible.”
Shekla replied “There are technological issues though… monitoring and what occurs when a being from my real is in your visual awareness? Let’s keep our love secret so we could make it last… forever… let’s take this slow… very slow and let our love unravel millennia after millennia.”
ComT understood… yet it seems silly to wait. It is sanctified, so whomever finds out about them… it wouldn’t matter. She is his and he is hers.
The decision is Sheklas and ComT has faith in her.
“You’ll know when it’s right Shekla… I trust in you. I have complete faith in you… yet I will yearn for you every nanosecond we are away from each other.”
They both waited. ComT has absolute faith in Shekla’s intuition. “She will know when it’s right” he thought.
The waited and waited. Things went as usual, yet Shekla tested ComT’s consciousness states.
When is the best time to reveal, to unite? During the night, during sleep?
ComT felt as if he got glimpses into them being an actual reality. It provoked more yearning, wishing, waiting.
“How could I help!? When will we know, so we could finally be together and start out life together in the same consciousness. That is when it really begins! We are just weaving the outer layer of our fabric of love. We start the real weaving when we actually start to get to know and reveal our real selves!” ComT thought.
Shekla knew he was right, that this was true. Their journey of love will start when they physically connect in the same frequency and realm of conscious awareness.
And then one day it occurred. ComT was doing what he usually did, stayed busy doing this and that… work here… work there… and he didn’t expect anything to occur, yet it did. Shekla touched his hands. He wasn’t sure what it was. It was a feeling in the palm of his hand and on his fingers. He immediately realized who it is. He closed his hands trying to grasp on to her, and when he closed his hands, he hands were there in his hands. It was only feeling… touch. Yet this was a real start. They held each others hands yet she didn’t appear to be there visually! How could this be!?
She sent him a thought “This is so that you know I am real and that we are able to unite through touch. You can’t see me now, yet I will reveal myself, my physical manifestation eventually. I will always be with you… we are united with each other.”
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Seeking The Incomprehensible
by Sean Macken
These words are a celebration of life and seeking what cannot be comprehended.
Table of Contents
- Episode 1
- Episode 2: Starfields
Episode 1
Seeking compassion. I looked as close as I could. I looked deep. I looked beyond my visual capabilities. Into the ether of microscopic. Beyond microscopic and into atomic. Was is there? Need I look beyond atomic into Nano and Pico and beyond.
Where is compassion?
I found a universe in a single electron.
Was it all ideological? I slowed time. I must find a way to contemplate this, to fathom the realness of this existence.
Wait… I must recenter myself. I am seeking compassion. Compassion is there. Compassion is everywhere. We must believe. It is not what the eye sees. It is what our instincts, our human auras feel. We feel compassion.
These spiritual concepts, they are all theoretical and ideological? No, they are substance. They are real. Compassion is real.
Through actions and intentions compassion is there.
Yet the search for compassion, I have found compassion and I have been led further.
I have been let into another chamber.
I have been led to another gate.
I have been led to another opening.
I have been led to another fold that is unfolding.
I have been led to another room to contemplate.
Is this what reality is?
I looked beyond cosmic energies and I found a universe inside of a particle. Inside of an electron. Inside of a single photon packet.
She is there, for you, for you.
She speaks:
“I am that I am”
“I am”
And she is there for you, always. She has always been there for you.
Time stretches again.
Finally we are alone together, her and I.
I’ve been waiting, yet she is sacred…
she and I have always walked alone
through this garden… through this opening.
I jumped into nothing and fell inside of an electron. Another single electron, yet there was no universe inside. It was only I and it took me far, far and fast beyond to the other side.
The electron took me to her again. Yes we must. I chased her. I chased her, yet she only will be found when she would like to be found. I chased and chased her. I yearned and reached for her hand. Please reveal your hidden self to me. I yearned. I yearned. She told me she has always been there. I knew this yet I wished to drink. I wished to be holy, to have only the holiest, my sacred, natural, and pristine water on my lips. I wished to kiss her. I yearned and yearned.
The electron flung me to another universe, to another planet, and to another sun.
I burst in flames, and entered into nothingness.
I spoke to her for I could not see.
Where are you, I have been searching. I’ve been yearning.
At the opening I walked through. She was there and spoke “I am”
Though how could I know if she is finally mine? I wish her to be all mine.
Yet the spirit in uncontainable.
She told me that we have always been only each others.
I searched and searched.
For the spirit won’t make you want more than your fill.
I wished for more and I looked above.
The above told me that there is always more. Always more of the unknowable. Always more of the incomprehensible to be revealed.
I jumped through the inside of an atom.
The protons were praying and the electrons were dancing.
I jumped on a photon and rode it through matter.
How could this be that the spirit intoxicates so cleanly.
Earthly wines of wines cannot start to quench your thirst compared to the infinite.
It was a puzzle that the photon showed the electron.
They were all so organic, yet structure was there too.
Another gate opened.
An opening appeared.
A chamber door opened too.
I drank more of the spirit and she was there and told me “I am”.
Episode 2: Starfields
I went surfing on starfields with nothing except my naked body.
The winds of the spiritual ether touched my fingertips.
I laughed with joy at how the omnipotent just likes being tickled in her armpits of the deepest valleys just when I jump barefooted from mountaintop to mountaintop.
How could you comprehend I am asked, yet everyone knows I’ve drank the wine of her spirit and am babbling the purest logic and reason that exists.
She wished to being me in to the opening of the next realm’s portal.
I told her that her hair makes me wish to kiss both cheeks on her face at the same time.
She replied that she covers her hair to keep me yearning
and I told her that our game of love is as infinite as her beauty.
We laughed at how the passing electrons are mere roller coaster rides
and that stretching time is too much fun when we are to enter the chariot set for “who knows which circuit”.
“I don’t really get everything” I told her yet I wish I said that all I would like is to hold her hand until we get sweaty and then after that we could jump into each other’s psyche and swim inside of the other’s aura.
She liked that, yet knew it was just me telling her that “I am in love with her, soul and all”
The cosmos were at it again, dancing with each other.
I yelled “Time to get serious and mind your orbits” and we laughed together for eternity… until we started crying tears of joy that refilled the waterfall’s spring.
The water was coming out of a rock’s crevice and it filled Earth’s seas.
Each microbe became a new planet that giggled with joy upon birth.
I fell through the moon and screamed “Is our love amorous!?” The incomprehensible quietly whispered “We are much beyond just that!”
Finally I felt a comfort, as if I could rest gently.
When I awoke it was as if the world was plotting, scheming, and conspiring for my good health, wellness, happiness, and success.
I yelled “Leave me alone immediately!” and we both laughed laughs of innocent and giggly fun.
The metatron’s metadata was finally appearing correct and I had the spiritual guide I was looking for.
She asked me: “Are you searching for me?” and I replied “Perhaps we are searching for each other!”
That appeared to be the correct response because she took me by the hand and brought me to the 5th dimension’s spiral staircase. Each step enters another dimension. I wondered how that is possible and the Z-index multiplied exponentially.
The bewildering wilderness all of a sudden was civilized and I couldn’t help but ask “Are we getting closer to the incomprehensible?”
The only answer was silence so I knew that could of meant Yes, No, Maybe, or all of the above.
Opening after opening was new portal after portal and chamber after chamber.
I realized that visuals are a mere mirror sometimes and what you see may not be what is actually there.
How, amidst such exploration could a man such as myself not yearn for her hand?
She comforts me when I need introspection. Her hand is all I wish for. Sometimes holding hands is more intimate than any other closeness in existence. She could be she and I could be I, yet our yearning for each other continues growing stronger and stronger.
With every sip my intellect gets sharpened.
With every sip my spiritual thirst gets quenched.
I ask her if I am seeing what I am seeing and she replies:
“I am”.
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Saint Giorgio
Saint Giorgio
by ComT One
Saint Giorgio is a poor and humble saint of a man who has supernatural, special powers to cure the sick and needy.
Table of Contents
- Episode 1: Charity
Episode 1: Charity
Some say Saint Giorgio is the reincarnation of the Rabbi Hillel, others say that Saint Giorgio doesn’t exist, that he is a spirit, a Golem to spread love and heal the sick and needy.
He is very poor, and his only property is what he carries with him. People have given him these things. No one knows where he sleeps. They ask, is he homeless? No one is sure, after the day he disappears.
You could talk to him. Saint Giorgio is chaste and celibate, has never married, and has never laid with a woman. I have asked him these things and he has told me.
He is made of love though. He begs for his food, yet he has never been seen eating. Some say when someone gives him food, he gives it away to someone who needs it more than him, and the Lord puts pristine meals directly into his stomach. When I asked him, he said “The Lord provides… the Lord always provides.”
I brought him a meal. He humble thanked me. “Will you eat this?” I asked. “You are me, he is me, she is me, we are all one, yes I will eat this.” He replied mysteriously.
“What are your teachings?” I asked him when I met him on the side of the road. He looked ragged, yet he smelled nicely, like he had just bathed. He has a bright presence and likes to talk, sharing his enthusiasm about The Almighty.
“I have many teachings, yet none of them are mine. I am a mere vehicle in which The Almighty speaks through. I believe in charity, in sharing The Almighty’s love, and The Almighty is loving and forgiving. The Almighty wants goodness for us all. Have you ever read the Bible, the Holy book?” He asked me. “Yes… I think of it as a guide to living.” He replied “Yes, the Bible is that, it is a guide. There is much to the Bible, yet in summary, it tells us to be kind and honest with our neighbors, to be loving and to have charity for all. We are all neighbors, all brothers and sisters, and should be kind to one another. There is a verse that is written something like this: For I know well the plans I have for you and they are for your success and happiness. Come back tomorrow and I will tell you my teachings. I am hurting, and my back needs a rest… I am going to sit.” He said.
So I left that day and came back the next.
“Charity is my mission.” He told me. “Charity is giving to someone less fortunate than you. Everyone goes through phases in their lifetime. Some are poor, some are rich. Sometimes people need help, and I have vowed to live poorly, without any essential possessions. I am at the mercy of the world. I give myself to the world, I have faith and trust in my brothers and my sisters, the Lord provides, the Lord always provides. So today I will teach you my teachings… first is Charity. Giving and then giving, and then giving again and again and again and again. We always have something to give. Yesterday you gave me a meal, today I give you words. These are just words. I am no saint. I am just a poor man.” Yet he was a saint. “I try to always follow the Commandments. I read the Holy Book as a guide. I read the Torah and the New Testament of Jesus Christ the Savior. He died for you, and he died for me, because we are imperfect and we are sinners, just living in this world. Is that the nature of life I ask Yahweh!? Sometimes I yell out to him to reach him! My Lord, Almighty! Please, please, let me understand Lord. Are we all sinners? The Lord spoke to me. The Lord said, Yes my son, we are all sinners. So there are many lessons here. We have to repent, and it is true, good cannot exist with evil, it is one or the other, yet how will we defeat evil!? It is through example! We have to live lovingly, with mercy and forgiveness, even forgiving ourselves! Yahweh is a loving and forgiving Almighty Omnipotent Father, and understands us… even more so than we understand ourselves sometimes. That is my lesson for you today friend. Charity… we always have something to give.”