
Category: Prayer
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Overgeneralizations and the Shadow People
It is not worth overgeneralizing. In every grouping of peoples, racially, nationality, and regarding phenotype, there is vast and dynamic range of characteristics, behavior, and preferences. All blue-orange people do this, believe this = false.
In my life, I have been afflicted with someone wronging me, so it seems. It is hard to explain how it happens technically because it is a technological issue. I can deduce with some reason who the perpetrators are, yet in all honesty I cannot say for sure. It is like I am blind in a dark room, no lights, I cannot see anything, and I am blind to who I am fighting. I have to be careful because someone I love may be in the room with me, so I try not to swing my arms to punch (defensively) my wrongdoer because I may hit a person I love. That is how it feels.
Over time I have learned that it is not people I have issue with. We are all individuals, everyone is different to some degree. There is goodness in everyone. It is certain ideology I have issue with, sometimes.
When I think about people I have known throughout my life, I consider myself very lucky. I have known a lot of really good people. There is not one person in all the world that I have actual personal issue with. I cannot say that I really “hate” anyone. I do not hate one person in the entire world, of everyone I have ever known. I say this with certainty. There are some people I’d rather not be around, but no one person can I say I very strongly dislike. For I am an optimist, I see the good in people. I bet I can find something I genuinely sincerely like about every single person I have ever or will ever come into contact with throughout my life.
So my journey with the “hidden wrongdoers” is hard to point a finger and say whom the bad person actually is.
So I have made the mistake (in a “controlled environment” to some degree) of overgeneralizing. It is the “deranged culture”! That is whom it must be! But really, as my life is unfolding, such overgeneralization is done almost to find out if it is true or not. It is “planting information” to see where it returns to me from. I have to know for sure before I take any action or am fully convinced of my change of opinion.
So with such overgeneralization, there is collateral damage, and if you have been affected or ever are affected by such collateral damage, I sincerely – again – apologize.
I believe I am a sane, competent person with reason, and reasons lead me to where I point my finger at and say: “then it must be you”!

Gene that: “Responds well to methamphetamine.” or “Meth/hatred? in the core/heart” 
Sobriety is worth it brethrens. You can do it, sobriety is achievable! If you NEED to do something, smoke some gentle herb, but please please please don’t do those “blues” or “beans” or “clear”… they are really bad for us all. I had a friend when I was younger. I didn’t know him super well, but we – my group of friends – looked up to him as he was the older, wiser individual – he was a mechanic. He has since died, yet he told us about the “shadow people”.
I now believe John Lopez’s (Rest In Peace Bro) death was a slow, intentional homicide – death by cholesterol overdose.
While we are at it, Rest In Peace: Mick Balleau, Lisa Lopez, Julian Neri Zagel, Amberlee Aragon, Cindy Beato, Steven “Scream” Cianciabella, Adi Rahani, Jack Travers, Father Graham Golden, Steve Bennett, Josh Wallaby, Collin Canaday, who all died too young, and many more…
He said if you see the shadow people it has something to do with drugs, “speed”, “clear”, methamphetamine in fact.
Now I believe a lot of drug abusers and users, as well as everyone else, are the victims of miseducation.
In Hebrew the word “meth mitzvah” is talking about a dead body; a human corpse. That is the origin.
Side note: Have you heard of the ghetto bird (police helicopters) look for dead bodies!? “No helicopter looking for a murder.” “I’ve never seen so many men slaughtered, I knew the hoe responsible“. God bless the dead.
“Slanging rocks and making profits“
Psalm 18:2 The LORD is my rock, my fortress and my deliverer; my God is my rock, in whom I take refuge, my shield and the horn of my salvation, my stronghold.
I call it “intercultural competence”. Some people are more connected and aware of these different cultures and layers of reality.
Our modern day and popular culture is truly something. Linguistics is worth the effort, and in such a domain you will make many connections. A fun one is “Get” = “Divorce” in Yiddish. “Get them all!”
Let us give an example of how miseducation occurs: The person in the ghetto gets an influential thought: “Let’s fly high and get some ‘clear’ (meth) tonight.”
How are we, our “persons” connected, quantumly!?
“What the funk!?” Get a dead body!?
This just in, this just in: police sketch of the
methbimbo(!?) addict: teeth missing, liver missing, black eye from being jumped, homeless, no shoes, no shower for months, smells like urine and feces.The blind police dogs picked up the trail of him. They smell him, their bark sounds! Their tails point! But wait, why are they pointing at a stock market executive who (secret private eye detective work) is cheating on his wife with a gorgeous blonde bimbo! WTF!? Surely these dogs are trained and KNOW for certain CONFIRMED this is the homeless meth addict! “What the funk!?”
Our persons are connected in multiple “layers of reality”. The different “layers of reality” may be different cultures. I hypothesize this is quantum.
It turns out the beautiful blonde bimbo is infertile… this gets interpreted in a certain layer of reality as “meth” (dead)… get it? What the freak!? She is a porn star! It’s a pornspiracy!
The addicts are lining up by droves for the meth, like zombies – hundreds, no thousands – and she is very open and very available sexually. Gosh she is gorgeous, IRRESISTIBLE to many men! They are giving her their lives, she is taking their lives! What is the cost, we need to ask and we need to know. We need to educate each other and communicate with each other.
She’s the zillionaire executive that is “killing” one man after another… get it? She is the committing “genocide”… (from a certain perspective or from a certain “lens of reality” or worldview).
Connection of meth to speed?
Time has an economy. In a certain “layer of reality” you can “make time”. Time may be a commodity, and with such different cultures, who knows how every culture interprets time.
Einstein’s Theory of Relativity is time and gravity are connected. You can manufacture time by creating gravitational differences and project those time differences to matter (probably using mega-scale centrifuges and lasers!).
The “choices” in that particular sexualized “layer of reality” and culture spill over into other layers of reality. I cannot say for certain but I am led to believe that every person’s “person” in some way participates in this primal culture. It may be our thoughts, our DNA, our genetics, our past, our property, our choices that “boil down” into “decisions” in the primal, sexualized culture of reality. I hypothesize that no one is “above it” and we are all affected.
Is this the “semantic web” or does the “semantic web” have something to do with this culture? Certainly crime does.
How does “seminal influence” work technically? Does such decisions at that layer of reality force people to act outside of their freewill using the aforementioned technologies? What is the reality? How do we navigate this reality as intelligent people?
One day my neighbor’s plumbing truck showed up when the new neighbors were moving in to their new house, since then shadow people have been visually going in and out of my bedroom…
In my particular instance there are a number of possibilities that are occurring. I, most certainly, have non-consensually implanted optical lenses in my eyes that are highly advanced, using such technology as deep fake and augmented reality. I may be seeing people in different timescale, I may be seeing recordings or a live camera feed of them somewhere else. What other possibilities are there? I may be seeing augmented reality or deepfake, artificial intelligence imagery… I hope one day they will go away and I won’t see them anymore.
I have described them as fish, darting across the stream.
So if you see “shadow people”, there could be a number of things occurring but more than likely something is off balance and there is, or was, a wrong going on. If you see something I encourage you to say something. Talk to people, get connected with your community!
I also encourage people to help those miseducated out. If you know any addicts see if they will participate in an experiment with you: instead of purchasing methamphetamine, try giving them methylcobalamine (vitamin B12). If they have this on hand, and if they get thoughts that they need meth, could this be an effective and healthy substitute? Might this help!? These are relevant societal problems. Let’s try to help each other!
I endorse and encourage lifelong sobriety. Your body is a temple, so treat it as holiness, eat and drink healthily, avoid sugar, avoid fat, get plenty of exercise, drink plenty of water, take care of your body and be gentle and loving to your body. Encourage sobriety, and if you ever need a little “pick me up” or mental stimulation, coffee or tea is always a safe choice. I like yerba mate. Yum!
An Irish Spanish Blessing for you:
May the Sun always shine on your face (so you are warm),
May the wind always be at your back (making your strides effortless),
and may time always be on your side!
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Miracle Fertility – With G-d Anything Is Possible.
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Project: “Tefillin”
I am not a Jew, though I consider myself spiritual. Throughout my life I have really loved learning about other religions. You can find gems of profound wisdom in every religion, but I must tell you that in Jewish literature, I have found some of the most profound ideas that there are! I love some ideas of Judaism. I especially find interesting the mystical Kabbalist ideas. To me, Judaism is “natural”. It has a very natural evolution and sequence of coming to existence and becoming what it is to this very day. That evolution is documented. My first experience reading a Torah is that it is like a story. I have read the Old Testament before, and the difference was that the Torah reads like an Earthy story.
Years ago my community, Albuquerque, out of “nowhere” got “hit” with certain “street problems / issues” such as fentanyl (aka “blues”) and more “forced poverty” than was there before. As people tried to define what was occurring, these poor victims of forced poverty and addiction to the cheap “blues” found ways to survive and the community deemed them “encampments”.
After a while, I decided that I was going to make a personal “community service” effort. The most “dire” streets in Albuquerque, where the crime and homelessness is abundant at times was previously called “The War Zone”. It is on Central between San Mateo and Wyoming, zip code 87108. The city renamed this area to “The International District”. In this zone you can find people “nodding out” doing the “blues” in the open air public, as well as thieves and beggars and prostitutes. There are lots of encampments there. It is a sort of crime zone. I am convinced that it may be an area that documents “wrongs” / “crimes” from other timescales / visibilities / spaces. A latitude / longitude replication / documentation zone? Catch a case, foo!

When I decided to make a personal community service effort I decided that I would go do community service on Central in the War Zone. I felt it was somewhat dangerous, so I had to prepare. I learned many lessons. First of all I started bringing my camera and very quickly learned that people there get paranoid with cameras. I took my bike with a backpack and I brought water and food and essential supplies to give to people. I learned another lesson pretty quickly, do not give them money, give the people there, or offer to give them essential supplies. They are the marginalized of society and could use water and food and hygiene basic supplies. It really does help them. They could use meals there. Make a bunch of sandwiches, if you can afford it and go give them out to the people on the street.
Charity is the greatest Commandment
In doing so, I met people, and I heard their stories, and they are not so different than all of us who function normally in society.
They are normal people whom have had a tragedy to their persons and they are coping with the trauma of that.
I started thinking about the beautiful prayer that the Jews do, as a Commandment, with Tefillin. It is a prayer that reminds them that G-d liberated them out of the bounds of Egypt. You might compare these poor, forced poverty, forced drug addicts to Jews in the bounds of slavery in Egypt in the sense that these people NEED to be liberated from bounds outside of their control.
So I purchased a set of Tefillin and I brought it with me on my community service trips in The War Zone. I am planning on bringing it with me, and sharing my Tefillin with people who might want to learn how Jews pray and might find it a special prayer experience.
This is how I interpret the Tefillin prayer: “Dear G-d, thank you for freeing us from the bounds of slavery. Let this Tefillin prayer be a reminder that you liberated us. Let this Tefillin be bound to me as a sign and reminder.”
I pray G-d liberates all of these people from their dire, vulnerable situations of poverty and addiction.
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The Relevance of Yeshua
*Praying hands image from Third Rail Supply: https://www.thirdrailsupply.com/products/512-pray-for-us-black-pray-hands-xxl
I am a non-practicing Catholic. I love Catholicism. Where I live, the Church is a Holy refuge, a sacred place and institution to find spiritual union with G-d. The other faiths are our family, our cousins, our brothers and sisters, like everyone, every person is family(even atheists and non-believers). One human family.
Though I am not a churchgoer, Catholicism is my core. Catholic values: Kindness, Humility, Forgiveness, The Golden Rule, Charity, Faith, Hope, Prudence, Fortitude, Justice, Temperance, and Love.
I often think about the relevance of Jesus’ message: forgiveness, not throwing the first stone, treat others as you’d like to be treated, and Yeshua suffered and died for our sins, every single sin, so that we don’t have to suffer or die for our sins. He loved us that much! That is the relevance of Jesus! Life is meant to be lived!
Signs of G-d’s love! …And G-d is a good G-d who loves us and has plans for our happiness and success!
With these profound messages Yeshua is most definitely a prophet.
Let our houses, all of the houses of humanity work on our foundation of loving-kindness, universally, that every human deserves. The details won’t be as important in the future once we all have a foundation of our needs met, loving-kindness, dignity, charity, empathy, hope, forgiveness, humility!
The point is kindness, Hillel had it right! “The message of the entire Torah is kindness, the rest of the Torah is just commentary!” The most important take-away from the Torah is kindness! Loving-kindness!

I encourage you to purchase some Dr. Bronner’s Magic Soap and read the label. It is like a breath of fresh air. I love the logo. To me, their logo of a white hand and arm shaking a black hand and arm is symbolic of a polarized separateness meeting in the middle, civilly, through a shake of a hand. Bridging a polarized black/white separateness with kindness. Let us always find intercultural competence, reaching across the aisle through kindness, a worthwhile effort between houses.

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A Half Irish, Half Spanish Blessing
May the Sun always shine on your face (May you always be warm),
May the Wind always be at your back (May your strides be easy and effortless with the wind’s help),
and May Time always be on your side (May you have more than an hour for every minute that passes).
The story behind the photo: it is a photo taken at Albuquerque’s Biopark. This scene reminded me of a family friend that was killed named Brian Mckeon. His next of kin are dear family friends. Over the years his death has always been somewhat of a mystery to me, certain things seemed to be out of place and didn’t make sense to me. Brian’s death was called a suicide, but I believe, and I feel strongly that his death was not a suicide, it was in fact a homicide. He died in Rio Rancho. When I was a boy I inspected the murder scene after his body has been taken. Upon entering his house there was a diagonally positioned couch. This was, I believe, in the year 1994, but it may have been in the year 1992 or 1993. I wish I remembered more.
I, somewhat recently, wrote the district attorney to see if he would open a new homicide investigation. I feel this was an injustice and corruption. There are no statutes of limitations for investigations and/or prosecutions of homicides, no time limitations. I feel his death has already been irrefutably deemed as a homicide with “absolute truth” time technologies, because that is the truth. To get closure, would official change of cause of death be essential?
I mostly just hope Brian’s soul rests in peace and finds peaceful justice in Heaven. Brian was connected to nature and had bright blue eyes. His doppelgänger is/was Kurt Cobain. I feel that Kurt Cobain’s death was connected to Brian Mckeon’s. It was a replication, in some way, shape, or form, of what occurred with Brian. May their souls find happy solace. We miss you Brian and Kurt! When I hear Van Morrison’s “Moondance” album, I think of Brian.

