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Category: Thoughts

  • Ownership

    #owned #aDifferentTypeOfOwning? (I fantasize about the Puppetmaster turning into a real woman and falling in love with me. We are absolutely faithful to each other.)

    #ownTheOwnInfinitely

    We seem to be at an interesting point in the history of humanity regarding ownership. In the 90s we saw the anime movie “Ghost In The Shell” dabbling around corporate ownership of a person.

    We have our “layers of person”, which is that person’s DNA, thoughts, physical property, intellectual property, etc. In a certain system that I have been interacting with, the “layers of person” extend to, and are “linked to” actual people beyond that self.

    We have to start at the units, or layers of ownership.

    Basics: We first have an entity. This entity may be a number of things. We will start at the idea of a person, which is an entity, that owns itself. You cannot own a person. That would be illegitimacy. The purpose of ownership is legitimacy. Owning a person is and would be illegal. Historically, we have had periods of darkness where people have tried to own people; that darkness, it has been decided by every nation, is unwanted in existence (in every existence and non-existence). All persons can own property, no matter how poor a person is, every person is capable of owning something other than theirselves. Other entities besides a person, which are capable of owning property, for example, would be an organization. An organization would or could be a business entity, or some type of organizational body – such as a government, or school, or collaborative. These entities outside of the physical self (aka a person), have a certain hierarchal structure that serves as some type of legitimacy (yes, even the criminal organization will, by organizational nature, have with it a certain legitimacy – structural wise).

    So entities can own property. The person is an entity. Corporations are entities. Businesses are entities. Governments are entities. Gangs are entities. Criminal organizations are entities. Every form of an organization is an entity. Let me say again: Entities cannot own people, persons, and/or humans.

    Essentially, the purpose of me writing this is, outside of my (a human person) will, wish, want, and consent, an entity has been interacting with me. The interactions are very unwelcome and unwanted. The interacting party has gone so far as to (illegally) implant certain technology on my person (outside of my will, wish, want, and consent) and this interaction is leading to atrocity of and to my “person” (my physical person and my person and property beyond my actual self). I have experienced much psychological duress and have been raped and tortured. Believe it or not, most of the atrocity has occurred outside of my awareness, in another timescale.

    Years ago I had some intuitive insight that this atrocious entity interacting with me lived in the cold world of criminal reasoning. Preventatively, I signed over my right (potential, real, or actual) of or over any slaves (in the past, present, or future) over to such slaves; I also relinquished and abandoned any actual and/or potential rights over slaves. In other words if I had or have or will have any rights over slaves, I abandon that right, absolutely and without condition, and the slaves are owners of themselves and free.

    So, you cannot own a person, or that would be illegal. Let us remind ourselves that crime is eye for an eye. The entity that interacts with a person outside of their will, wish, want, and consent, is essentially a customer to that (in my case) person. In this case, the atrocious entity is a customer to someone (me) who is not offering what they are purchasing.

    In comes the phenomena of rape, a crime equitable to unjustified homicide.

    Now, unfortunately, the legitimacy of my starting “interaction price” is legitimate and unreasonable (to say the least). So this entity and these actors interacting with me, my person, against my will, wish, want, and consent seem to be quite persistent fellows. These unfortunate actors, and this system which lacks self control interacting with someone who doesn’t want that interaction, seem to be “funding”, with certainly them and their futures, my prerogatives (is what I am led to believe is how it works).

    Let me repeat again, it is not legal to own a person. I say this not in a self woe of the illegal implants on my physical person or illegal interactions with my person or property, I say this again for those signing away such fiscal insanity (*see below starting “price” proclamation).

    Price Tag (POSTED)

    I encourage you to give this serious consideration as I don’t care to prove anything at all. I have found this to be way beyond myself (and, as they say, much beyond my “paygrade”).

    Background: I believe I was an exception, an anomaly, for a reason I do not know. I cannot say why this happened to me, I do not believe this occurs to everyone who masturbates, I do not endorse trying to gain anything from masturbation: How this happened. It is simple. It is an ideological difference, it is a differing worldview. The perpetrator is almost extreme chauvinistic masculinity that views the empty male as a female orifice. Perhaps this entity is theoretically blind and knows not what it is doing? This entity is like a machine that fills every void and hole possible. It functions and runs outside of sanity. Essentially, as I’ve expressed, in my adolescence I did not have many avenues to express my sexuality. I looked at pornography and I masturbated from being sexually aroused at very sexually attractive women. This foreign entity and ideology got wind (probably through foreign unauthorized access to networks or computer systems) of my (without much inhibition) releasing of my semen through self ejaculation. Somehow the person, my actual physical self, got “linked” to gorgeous, extremely sexually attractive adult women with extremely high sex drives. What links me is almost a soulmate system of an “eternal ketubot” (or marital promise to procreate) because within my genetics I contain a good person. (You have it in you, too. Goodness is in everyone, maybe you just have to exercise it to find it. I am no better than you. Try exercising your kindness through charity.)

    This eternal soulmate system is just that: eternal. There is no breaking it. Inmates in the highest security prisons have their, and will always have their “right” intact. The poorest of the poorest people in the world will, eternally, have this “right” eternally! Even those genetically modified still keep such “rights”.

    The rib of Adam became Eve and love your wife as yourself.

    One single adult woman with an extremely high sex drive: you can imagine the effort it must take for one man to satisfy her, or to “divert” such sexual prowess and energy into “helping” her stay monogamous, or to keeping her happy. Imagine a harem of such raw primal sexual energy. Women refined over millenia of millenias to be more and more sexually attractive, oozing out a raw, near uncontrollable, primal sexual energy.

    Control yourself. Use your will power. Use your self control.

    Let me ask you something owner, big papa, hound dog, soldier, guard, bossman, manager, doctor, foreman, policeman: does that straight man’s body arouse you sexually?

    What is the point? The point is for you, the actor, the wildlife, the miseducated, the purveyor and participant of the rape culture, the perpetrator of the foreign ideology to NOT be a slave from this truth and enlightenment as to what the reality is. I would like, and have been fighting for your liberation! That is my goal for you.

    Sex is a need, however you can achieve that need through what I deem as “suicide” (the act of ejaculation via masturbation). No person is ever obligated to help you achieve that need, you can achieve that need without anyone else. The “right to rape someone” is illegitimate, criminal, and an act that is equitable to unjustified homicide. I advise you to not participate in such foreign criminal ideology because crime is eye for an eye and we know eye for an eye makes the whole world blind.

    My point in writing this is no matter what financial effort it takes to own what is un-ownable, ultimate ownership will be in and of possession of the person whom the entity has tried to own. It is how it works. Of this culture and reality that I speak of, the final, boiled down, say all, irrefutable owner will come down to that person’s body, and it is he (or she) who is the ultimate owner of the self – no matter what else was bought or sold. If that person is actually feeling those interactions (physically and/or mentally), that person is who owns those interactions and that “self” / “person”.

  • Whom you are in proximity to.

    Interactions on a map. Let us analyze this map. What are the travel rates of each street and intersection, thorough demographics of all in our map vicinity, etc… We program in sanity – only send minimal cars through the residential while the real interactions with the center star are at the nearest freeway in proximity.

    A friend once (spontaneously) blurted out one day about how it is who you are around. You are who you are around, perhaps? It stuck with me. There is some significance, in this system, with whom you are in proximity to. With this system that has been interacting with me, I feel there is much relevance. I hypothesize that this may have something to what I deem as foreign ideology, the ideology of separatism. In Germany, for example, they have separate “zones” for the criminals versus a zone for residential versus a zone for business entities. I imagine crossing over from the criminal zone to the business zone is something of an ordeal. This ideology, I argue, is in conflict with American ideology (our melting pot), where we hold to a high regard such things as diversity. I hypothesize that the zones are “mobile” and moveable.

    Once I was at work and a strange phenomena occurred. It seemed like my boss and his cosort were, with their voices “testing” from me what parts of their conversation “got on the map / radar”. Ten feet away: “Can you hear me now?” Fifty feet away: “Can you hear me now?” One hundred feet away: “Can you hear me now?” Two hundred feet away: “Can you hear me now?” etcetera. This was an interaction with some data system. “Good. Two hundred feet away and we aren’t on his ‘radar’”.

    How, exactly, are we connected – if at all? Who, what, when, where, why, and how?

    What information is public? What personal information crosses into the public? Legitimately and illegitimately?

    The juicy bits and interesting stuff, for someone, has to be that we (or I) don’t actually know who we are around, literally because of matter teleportation and other technology. I know I, certainly, have non-consensually implanted optical lenses in my eyes that are probably near nano-scale in size… do you have these same implants? (Are you sure about that!?) When I perceive myself to be talking to people I love and know, whose “personalities” have been illegally scanned, I really have no idea whom I actually am talking to. I hypothesize there is a certain logic, such as a genetic reasoning. That person he is talking to is quantified as his DNA gene that responds well to, and prefers tea over coffee, mustard over catsup.

    What about that homeless person talking to no one that perceives himself to be talking to a friend or loved one? (That person he is talking to, Major Marshall, was murdered sixty years ago!? What The Funk!?). Perhaps those imaginary people are “copies” of dead people? (A.I. Personalities). Let me manufacture a customized pharmaceutical just for him… just take it once a day and he won’t see his friendly digital a.i. personalities anymore. $$$Cha-ching$$$! (You are sick because I say you are sick, and you need to take the pharmaceuticals I produce because I simply want my agents to be in your system. It’ll make the bad artificial intelligence “personalities” disappear **click on a mouse button, click click, see… all better, all gone**.) The medical and pharmaceutical and their supporting systems is where some of the foreign ideology “got in”, too. (There seems to have have been many such ideological battles within medical ideology “Don’t try to fix what isn’t broken.”). *This medical and selfish corruption is wrong and an injustice, and consumers as well as medical professionals should be aware of the reality of how it works. This is one reason to always read the Patient’s Rights that are posted in medical facilities.

    I, with my non-consensually implanted optical lenses once saw a doppelgänger of Kanye West on the streets. He had a hoodie on and I imagined his life was like a tragedy like The Soloist. I had thoughts about how this person, Kanye’s doppelgänger or A.I. personality got tortured. A very sad story, he, the actual person may have suffered while being very alone. I ask if there is any truth to my “insight”? I such unfortunate phenomena may be what propels people (perhaps usually one’s doppelgänger) into the limelight, stardom, or celebrity-hood. I ask again, in all seriousness, is there or has there been a doppelgänger of Kanye West who was homeless and who was tortured? If so, how do we find and achieve justice for this man and let his soul rest?

    I hear a low hum of vehicles in the distance traveling on the road.

    What I realized is that there is much going on at the nearest major intersection, at the nearest store, at the nearest house, that has some connection to the subject at hand (all of us). It is a certain “layer of reality” and “different culture” that we have been discussing. I care not to convince anyone of my findings, but I believe in our quantumly entangled world, that that is the truth. Proximity matters, whom you are around, and it is beyond just your immediate private environment.

    This system that I speak of does infringe on our privacy though. It has awareness of our private property and our most intimate moments.

    We have our differing cultures separated by technological layers of reality (and time).

    Public vs. Private

    I once heard everything on the internet was deemed public, there was a brief argument somewhere. I’d be interested in knowing the limitations to that: what about secured systems connected to the internet? What about logging into a “private” system such as any account?

    Surely that private civilian citizen’s home is private – no need to post a sign, we all assume and know so. Any entity spying on them is essentially committing a crime unless it is legitimate, blatant, forthright; aka with a legitimate warrant. (I just got a whif of an entry point into a lot of corruption… ewww let’s all stay away from there, that area, I’m sure, gets nasty…).

    That park we know is public. That government facility we know is sort of private to the government. Yet despite the controlled nature of a government facility or an area designated for the public, the people still retain their rights to security of person and privacy (government facilities, I’d imagine come with it lessened personal privacy).

    I argue that even private government facilities should adhere and hold to a high regard our American ideals (such as our Constitutional Rights). So in the U.S.A., diversity is of utmost importance. If there are government agencies or branches going against such things, that is foreign influence. A government for and by the people, the Constitution, our preference for diversity.

    Public vs. Private on a whole new level. We mist discuss this and the findings of what the truth is must be blatant and accessible to the public. We need to be intelligent and civil people, or fall victim to those foreign ideologies taking advantage. Electronics, wireless, thought broadcasts; I have heard that anything in the air, and I am not sure if this is true or not,is public. For example: soundwaves, the vibrations of sound, what someone says, or vocalizes is public, anywhere, at any time is technically public. Wireless radio signals are public. Cellular and microwave included (wifi and cellular phones). Is this true? What are the limits? Surely, me, a private civilian citizen cannot go and reach into the airwaves and grab my neighbor’s private conversations! Surely, it would be wrong (and illegal) for me to photograph my neighbor unknowingly! Knowing that is sanity and a functioning moral compass. If I could get away with doing that, I WOULDN’T!

    We are at the age of extremes. So I feel some people may not know what they do and how much of an infringement it is on people.

    What is wrong is still wrong, what is illegal is still illegal whether in the private or public is my argument.

    Essentially, civil law is: a diversified group (representatives of society) of people come together to say: that is wrong, that is okay or not okay in our community / society / city / nation, etcetera. So let us (the public) be aware of what the technologies that have been rolled out and are in use so we can make educated decisions. Who is the shepherd around here!? I’d prefer my sheep to be smart, well educated, fully aware, and healthy.

    It is a lose-lose scenario. The same friend said from that perspective, everyone is addicted to something. It is an extreme infringement on our privacy and persons for this entity to even know such an intimate detail. Addicted to talking to friends? Addicted to walking the dog? Addicted to riding a bike? From this perspective everyone needs to be treated for something, we all lose. It seems to be a “stalker dynamic”, this “system” and us. How do we “opt out” of their interaction with us?

    What’s your opinion?

  • Me, Selfishness, My Strange Fantasies, and Optimism

    A personal note:

    I am an optimist. When I meet new people and when I think about people I know, I like to hold them to the brightest of lights. In other words, I like thinking about the goodness in people. In all honesty, I usually don’t care about ethnicity or color of skin or eyes. I like thinking about individuality. We are all unique, and it is not worth it to overgeneralize. I like being kind to people. It has been a real struggle defending myself against the unseen bad people. I like being nice to all people, but there is a song “Deep Cuts” by Brother Ali that mentions the poison he spit while he was angry. “Forgive me if I disengage, any venom that I spit when I was in a rage”. I think we all do or say things we wish we didn’t say or do, especially when we are angry. I certainly have spoke words of poison in my anger.

    About me: I don’t want to say my age, but I will. I am not young anymore but I feel young. I am forty one years old. A painting of my person from the outside, if you know such details should be something like this: “born-again virgin nearing twelve years, single, unmarried, never been married, only one ‘official’ (in my entire life) serious girlfriend who cheated on me for four years. Non-practicing Catholic, Irish Hispanic, straight heterosexual, normal sexuality, highest education: Associates degree at a community college”. Something like that to get a basic picture of me.

    Throughout life, there is a typical dating-to-marriage cycle that most normal people go through. In their teens and into their twenties people usually date and look for a mate, a partner, a spouse. Most people find their match in that time period. Sometimes people are really late and don’t find a match until their thirties. I missed all of that. I failed finding my match, my spouse, my partner, my lover. I haven’t found my mach and I am in my forties! I am near a complete failure in finding my lover! A near absolute failure!

    It is okay that I have failed. Whereas I’m an optimist, I am not too optimistic that I will meet a lover, one single lover throughout my life, and I am alright with that. I wish I had a lover, that I’m in a stable situation where I can support my lover financially, emotionally, etc… but I wouldn’t be able to afford supporting a girlfriend, wife, or family at this point in my life! I prefer to be responsible and couldn’t be, right now, with my family if I had one. So that is fine, I will go without.

    Over the years, there have been many years that I’ve been alone and without an avenue to express my sexuality. I haven’t had a woman, a girlfriend. So to stimulate my sexual, primal urges, I sometimes looked at pornography and masturbated. I would get aroused at the sexually attractive adult females. Their bodies turn me on and arouse me sexually. If you do so (look at pornography), I encourage you to read the fine print, the terms and conditions and privacy policies of those websites. Those sites, unless paid, are usually free and there can be no illegal activities that are associated with those sites. Whereas I do not so much endorse pornography now-a-days (I say go out and find yourself someone special who you can, in the context of love and fidelity, explore your sexuality with), pornography has a relevant function in society. So over the years I, from “afar” and through observation, learned about the opposite sex, women and their sexuality. Some of the women I “studied”, who aroused my primal sexual urges, were physically very sexually attractive. I imagine these women, because they participate in pornography, are typically highly promiscuous and available and open sexually.

    DERANGED!

    Enter in a beautiful derangement, (one of) my sexual fetishes.

    I believe myself to have a natural predisposition and a natural propensity to be a family man, compared to the promiscuous woman – I suppose comparatively I would be somewhat conservative sexually. I wish I had a family to raise, a job that I could provide for my wife and family. I prefer to be faithful and have ABSOLUTE fidelity to my wife, to make her (and us) happy, however possible.

    So that is my deranged sexual fetish. Imagine a woman with an extremely high sex drive, with extreme vaginal size preferences, whom is naturally extremely sexually promiscuous, whom is highly sexually attractive, and who I like as a person (love, actually) and who likes me as a person (loves, actually), and whom mutually prefers ABSOLUTE, UNWAVERING marital fidelity to each other. We would raise a happy family together. Life affirming procreation!

    A abnormality, an anomaly of nature!

    An extremely promiscuous “hoe” into a high fidelity, monogamous family woman!? (It’s not that far out… I would argue that a family life is a more stable and a consistently happier existence). Perhaps she just needed to express and complete her primal youth; and excess truly leads to the path of wisdom!?

    #WTF (WHAT THE FUNK!?)

    #WTF that is seriously unnatural, he is not rich or wealthy, he is not that attractive, and he has a small(er) size of penis. Her lineage and subset of the human species is VERY picky with men, she prefers the most attractive, wealthy men, and she is KNOWN to take pleasure in vaginal stretching activities!?

    She knows me, whom I actually am, she knows my situation, I know her and who she actually is, and we are brutally honest with each other and we love each other.

    Refined over millennias of millennias to be sexually irresistible and highly sexually attractive, she simply prefers fidelity to me, only me (for life), and to raise our family with me.

    Relationships take much work and intelligence. Two people from different cultures takes much communication and effort for success to occur. If it true love, love knows no bounds. Diversity is a good thing – we want to mix with houses other than ours, yet some houses are incompatible and always will be – but also anything is possible with enough pure intention and honest effort…

    I won’t say that I am highly optimistic as to that “fetish” manifesting, but that has always been a sort of secret fetish of mine.

    I wanted to express my fetish because I also feel this is relevant in our modern day of so much over, hyper-sexualization and sexual desensitization. There is always hope and it is never too late.

  • “What’s Good For Us Is Good For Them”

    So what do we know? Well, it depends.

    Have you ever read Plato’s Allegory Of The Cave?

    It is a story about miseducation. In the battle of nature versus nurture, nurture (which is education) can certainly almost always win if concentrated. While nature always occurs, nurture can always win over the individual. It is called “conditioning”. But nurture is not always the winner, it depends on what is being taught.

    This may be something like Kendrick Lamar’s “T.V. Off“. Let’s say the prisoners in the cave, first off do not understand or have a moral compass. Well there is a stream of video broadcast to the learners. It broadcasts all kinds of very bad and wrongful material. Sexual, immorality, disgusting, and heinous acts of wrong. The learners learn all of this material. That is what they know. TURN OFF HIS CELLPHONE PLEASE, FOR GOODNESS SAKE! 

    Every time he looked at his screen it would play. He couldn't see it (and no one else in his "layer of reality" saw it) but the people behind his nano cameras saw it. They lined up his interactions with the phone. Every single button click, every single scroll.

    So that is what they know, yet I argue that morality, to a certain degree, is natural. Even those conditioned to not have empathy do know, somewhere within themselves, when something is not right if something hurts or violates someone – that that is a wrong.

    So in a sense, these people who have been miseducated are more than likely to be propagators of atrocious over other people who have an intact moral compass. But they are like chickens with their heads cut off! They don’t know what they are doing that it is bad and they are the bad people if they act on such learned material!

    So what can we do with them?

    If someone commits a wrongful action on you, it is only natural to want some kind of justice. If these people are miseducated and know not what they do, who do we blame? They are just like miseducated kids.

    The actors who perpetrate wrongs are responsible for their actions, no one else can be, even though the root of the problem is the educators.

    Let’s look at another scenario: say someone who is competent and sane and has her moral compass intact looks at disease all day. This person studies and studies and learns about disease all day, every day! While this person is unaware, an experiment is occurring. The “stream” of disease that this person is watching and learning is being broadcast to those in caves like the Allegory of the Cave. The people in the cave have no moral compass and all they get to know is the disease. There is a major difference between the person with a moral compass and the cave dwellers. The cave dwellers, once released from their caves, the cave dwellers now ARE the disease! Whereas the competent studier of disease becomes a Maestro Doctor whom knows the disease is bad.

    Okay doctaz, yer slow… it’s okay, we understand… we’ve all been “hit” by this foreign culture that is hard to even “put a finger on”. Well, let me give you a hint to solve all of the problems of the world. The competent person with her moral compass intact was looking at porn that was the disease (as defined by a purveyors of an anti-porn religious ideology?).

    Who is in the cave? Who knows? But it has something to do with our thoughts, our actions, our choices, our DNA, our history of living, our property, ectera AND TIME (Einstein’s Theory of Relativity – What does your person emit in one breath that the aforementioned lives out for an entire year!?)

    Surely the doctor studying the disease cannot be blamed for the disease. It is the system that directs the disease material to the cave dwellers that is responsible!

    So what is good for us is good for them. (Yea because they are people, like you and I…)

    But the difference is that we know the difference of right and wrong and they, the cave dwellers don’t. Everything else is the same between us. In or through a certain lens, we can say that we are the same “person”.

    That is our common ground (probably amongst other similarities). All peoples (no matter how classified or labelled) deserve basic human rights. PERIOD. And we need to strive to achieve this feat, globally, “inter-dimensionally”.

    FOR ALL PEOPLES: Real food, real water, real shelter, real sleep, real clothing, real sex (and the right to individual preferences and abstinence), hygiene, the right to social belonging and acceptance within our peer and family groups, the right to psychological safety and real physical safety.

    Individual preferences are to be honored IRREFUTABLY regarding sex. We can achieve this through a matchmaking effort.

    We have to start there. That is priority number one.

    Let me say once more what our priority number one is for all of humanity:

    FOR ALL PEOPLES (no matter how one or two or neander-minotaur is classified as): Real food, real water, real shelter, real sleep, real clothing, real sex (and the right to individual preferences and abstinence), hygiene, the right to social belonging and acceptance within our peer and family groups, the right to psychological safety and real physical safety.

  • Overgeneralizations and the Shadow People

    It is not worth overgeneralizing. In every grouping of peoples, racially, nationality, and regarding phenotype, there is vast and dynamic range of characteristics, behavior, and preferences. All blue-orange people do this, believe this = false.

    In my life, I have been afflicted with someone wronging me, so it seems. It is hard to explain how it happens technically because it is a technological issue. I can deduce with some reason who the perpetrators are, yet in all honesty I cannot say for sure. It is like I am blind in a dark room, no lights, I cannot see anything, and I am blind to who I am fighting. I have to be careful because someone I love may be in the room with me, so I try not to swing my arms to punch (defensively) my wrongdoer because I may hit a person I love. That is how it feels.

    Over time I have learned that it is not people I have issue with. We are all individuals, everyone is different to some degree. There is goodness in everyone. It is certain ideology I have issue with, sometimes.

    When I think about people I have known throughout my life, I consider myself very lucky. I have known a lot of really good people. There is not one person in all the world that I have actual personal issue with. I cannot say that I really “hate” anyone. I do not hate one person in the entire world, of everyone I have ever known. I say this with certainty. There are some people I’d rather not be around, but no one person can I say I very strongly dislike. For I am an optimist, I see the good in people. I bet I can find something I genuinely sincerely like about every single person I have ever or will ever come into contact with throughout my life.

    So my journey with the “hidden wrongdoers” is hard to point a finger and say whom the bad person actually is.

    So I have made the mistake (in a “controlled environment” to some degree) of overgeneralizing. It is the “deranged culture”! That is whom it must be! But really, as my life is unfolding, such overgeneralization is done almost to find out if it is true or not. It is “planting information” to see where it returns to me from. I have to know for sure before I take any action or am fully convinced of my change of opinion.

    So with such overgeneralization, there is collateral damage, and if you have been affected or ever are affected by such collateral damage, I sincerely – again – apologize.

    I believe I am a sane, competent person with reason, and reasons lead me to where I point my finger at and say: “then it must be you”!

    Gene that: “Responds well to methamphetamine.” or “Meth/hatred? in the core/heart”
    Sobriety is worth it brethrens. You can do it, sobriety is achievable! If you NEED to do something, smoke some gentle herb, but please please please don’t do those “blues” or “beans” or “clear”… they are really bad for us all.

    I had a friend when I was younger. I didn’t know him super well, but we – my group of friends – looked up to him as he was the older, wiser individual – he was a mechanic. He has since died, yet he told us about the “shadow people”.

    I now believe John Lopez’s (Rest In Peace Bro) death was a slow, intentional homicide – death by cholesterol overdose.

    While we are at it, Rest In Peace: Mick Balleau, Lisa Lopez, Julian Neri Zagel, Amberlee Aragon, Cindy Beato, Steven “Scream” Cianciabella, Adi Rahani, Jack Travers, Father Graham Golden, Steve Bennett, Josh Wallaby, Collin Canaday, who all died too young, and many more…

    He said if you see the shadow people it has something to do with drugs, “speed”, “clear”, methamphetamine in fact.

    Now I believe a lot of drug abusers and users, as well as everyone else, are the victims of miseducation.

    In Hebrew the word “meth mitzvah” is talking about a dead body; a human corpse. That is the origin.

    Side note: Have you heard of the ghetto bird (police helicopters) look for dead bodies!? “No helicopter looking for a murder.” “I’ve never seen so many men slaughtered, I knew the hoe responsible“. God bless the dead.

    “Slanging rocks and making profits“

    Psalm 18:2 The LORD is my rock, my fortress and my deliverer; my God is my rock, in whom I take refuge, my shield and the horn of my salvation, my stronghold.

    I call it “intercultural competence”. Some people are more connected and aware of these different cultures and layers of reality.

    Our modern day and popular culture is truly something. Linguistics is worth the effort, and in such a domain you will make many connections. A fun one is “Get” = “Divorce” in Yiddish. “Get them all!”

    Let us give an example of how miseducation occurs: The person in the ghetto gets an influential thought: “Let’s fly high and get some ‘clear’ (meth) tonight.”

    How are we, our “persons” connected, quantumly!?

    “What the funk!?” Get a dead body!?

    This just in, this just in: police sketch of the meth bimbo(!?) addict: teeth missing, liver missing, black eye from being jumped, homeless, no shoes, no shower for months, smells like urine and feces.

    The blind police dogs picked up the trail of him. They smell him, their bark sounds! Their tails point! But wait, why are they pointing at a stock market executive who (secret private eye detective work) is cheating on his wife with a gorgeous blonde bimbo! WTF!? Surely these dogs are trained and KNOW for certain CONFIRMED this is the homeless meth addict! “What the funk!?”

    Our persons are connected in multiple “layers of reality”. The different “layers of reality” may be different cultures. I hypothesize this is quantum.

    It turns out the beautiful blonde bimbo is infertile… this gets interpreted in a certain layer of reality as “meth” (dead)… get it? What the freak!? She is a porn star! It’s a pornspiracy!

    Classified as a drug!?

    The addicts are lining up by droves for the meth, like zombies – hundreds, no thousands – and she is very open and very available sexually. Gosh she is gorgeous, IRRESISTIBLE to many men! They are giving her their lives, she is taking their lives! What is the cost, we need to ask and we need to know. We need to educate each other and communicate with each other.

    She’s the zillionaire executive that is “killing” one man after another… get it? She is the committing “genocide”… (from a certain perspective or from a certain “lens of reality” or worldview).

    Connection of meth to speed?

    Time has an economy. In a certain “layer of reality” you can “make time”. Time may be a commodity, and with such different cultures, who knows how every culture interprets time.

    Einstein’s Theory of Relativity is time and gravity are connected. You can manufacture time by creating gravitational differences and project those time differences to matter (probably using mega-scale centrifuges and lasers!).

    The “choices” in that particular sexualized “layer of reality” and culture spill over into other layers of reality. I cannot say for certain but I am led to believe that every person’s “person” in some way participates in this primal culture. It may be our thoughts, our DNA, our genetics, our past, our property, our choices that “boil down” into “decisions” in the primal, sexualized culture of reality. I hypothesize that no one is “above it” and we are all affected.

    Is this the “semantic web” or does the “semantic web” have something to do with this culture? Certainly crime does.

    How does “seminal influence” work technically? Does such decisions at that layer of reality force people to act outside of their freewill using the aforementioned technologies? What is the reality? How do we navigate this reality as intelligent people?

    One day my neighbor’s plumbing truck showed up when the new neighbors were moving in to their new house, since then shadow people have been visually going in and out of my bedroom…

    In my particular instance there are a number of possibilities that are occurring. I, most certainly, have non-consensually implanted optical lenses in my eyes that are highly advanced, using such technology as deep fake and augmented reality. I may be seeing people in different timescale, I may be seeing recordings or a live camera feed of them somewhere else. What other possibilities are there? I may be seeing augmented reality or deepfake, artificial intelligence imagery… I hope one day they will go away and I won’t see them anymore.

    I have described them as fish, darting across the stream.

    So if you see “shadow people”, there could be a number of things occurring but more than likely something is off balance and there is, or was, a wrong going on. If you see something I encourage you to say something. Talk to people, get connected with your community!

    I also encourage people to help those miseducated out. If you know any addicts see if they will participate in an experiment with you: instead of purchasing methamphetamine, try giving them methylcobalamine (vitamin B12). If they have this on hand, and if they get thoughts that they need meth, could this be an effective and healthy substitute? Might this help!? These are relevant societal problems. Let’s try to help each other!

    I endorse and encourage lifelong sobriety. Your body is a temple, so treat it as holiness, eat and drink healthily, avoid sugar, avoid fat, get plenty of exercise, drink plenty of water, take care of your body and be gentle and loving to your body. Encourage sobriety, and if you ever need a little “pick me up” or mental stimulation, coffee or tea is always a safe choice. I like yerba mate. Yum!

    An Irish Spanish Blessing for you:

    May the Sun always shine on your face (so you are warm),

    May the wind always be at your back (making your strides effortless),

    and may time always be on your side!

  • An overview of our modern day and current situation.

  • Signed, signed again.

    How will we know what the reality is, what the truth is regarding “signatures” of our interactions? Surely the proximity of our persons has something to do with it on a certain layer of reality. Yet the actual signatures are intentional actions, and I hypothesize the signatures that “count” are in the sexualized culture / layer of reality. We must ask if these signatures are done in one’s full awareness and free will. 

    I prefer not to participate in such a culture and I surely never have in my awareness or knowing consent.

    We ask: does the chicken or egg come first? In what layer of our persons, if any at all, does free will exist, and how do we communicate our self interest to every layer of the “self” even amongst cultural differences (so we are in “synergy”)?

    The experiment has failed because the subject is aware of the experiment, therefore voiding it’s results, yet there seems to be much undoing that still needs to occur.

    There seems to be a few barriers between “realms” / “layers of reality”:

    -Communication between timescales. What is the “time ratio” at in our modern day and how do we track it? For example: one breath to ten years. We must also ask if Moore’s Law regarding time technologies (megascale centrifuges, gravity harnessing satellites) has reached it’s apex and are we at a nanosecond to infinite, etc…?

    -Cultural / educational / definitions of words, concepts, etc… I define a binder with a paperclip a certain way according to my education; is my entire person in “synergy” with how we define such an inert object.

    -Technological (optical lenses, audio devices): Example: I cannot see or hear you because I have A.R. (augmented reality) lenses on my eyes and selective A.R. audio devices in my ears. Example: I am looking at a motorcycle, what is every interpretation and manifestation of such an event, specifically across relevant cultures, etc… Is it a good idea to have a public database of C.V. (computer vision) recognized objects and their interpretations across relevant cultures?

    I am watching sports that my computer vision nanocameras recognize, what are the rest of the “layers of my person” watching or how are they reacting? What propels that reaction and is free will intact? How is such information processed? Whom is responsible for such technologies and what are their underlying ideologies?

    Certain applications of these technologies have much potential as allies in communications between timescales and cultures, yet the first order of business is to get wrongs to cease (regarding these technologies).

    -Clairvoyance thought broadcasts

    -Technological – Lenses and audio devices obviously have much potential for non-violating beneficial usage yet why do purveyors of atrocious have access to this advanced technology?

    Signed Signed Signed Signed Signed Signed and Signed Again

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  • The Californica-Texasiolia Pteronarcy

    The Californica-Texasiolia Pteronarcy

    Tap into the spiritual, the goodness. (I’m an optimist, it is there, it is omnipotent, eternal). It is hard to know what to be mad at. I had to guess. I could reasonably assume, I convinced myself, yet it is all a game, a very real game, an experiment. Over the years I’ve learned, learning is natural desensitization. It’s a classification system on a quantum level, but Earthy and in tune with being human. Like the most relevant calculations of light: “in a vacuum”; an isolated system. There is no purpose to what follows, entertainment or just my coping mechanism. Rambling like the House of Leaves or An Eternal Golden Braid, I suppose. Maybe an inner need to sharpen my intellect, to make sense. Maybe some primal instinct to attract a mate from exercising my higher facilities. All of the above perhaps. Perhaps purpose will evolve.

    They are monsters, or perhaps animals. But realistically I know, just humans like you and me. I understand how it works, maybe some may say privilege, a bias, maybe some say I am the privileged one. How can I describe it? It’s a smorgasbord of chaos. I’ve gotten to know certain repetitions. I have insight. It is not the same persons, yet it is. There is reasoning and sound logic involved, not with the wrongness though, that is a hands-off tragedy, a lack of empathy and accountability. How can you not care if you know? Ignorance is bliss. A coordinated free for all dance of the ancient in all of us. Is this not what life is?

    At least I feel. Something I don’t take for granted. I cannot say that I know exactly what I want to know. It is a paradigm shift, our modern day. “They” count on “us” not knowing. I know though.

    I want to be sweet. I want to be nice. I want you to be happy and feel loved and respected and important. It is the badness I am angry with, whoever that is. Some of it is good, goodness that just doesn’t understand.

    I pray and imagine that any ripplewave effect or even direct effect of my sentiment NEVER wrongs anyone. I pray. I’ve set safety mechanisms, I’ve created safety mechanisms. Safety of and from the intellect.

    It is so impressive, the scale and precision, yet I am overwhelmingly disappointed that such a “system” could let wrongs happen.

    Emotions are natural, how do you express them without infringing on anyone and without infringing on yourself? That is what is not reason. I sincerely apologize.

    In some sense, it is a dissolution of the self. The layers of the person may be a reflection (or not) from an infinite number of factors. Our person recorded and interpreted through any lens and manifested from an infinite number of angles. The capturing and recording, and most impressively replicating forward from those past captures. It is simple because the human being is an animal, a fallible organism. Malleable. We want to feel like we are above it all. Can we choose to be? I propose such a question very seriously. Can we choose, with our freewill, to live with ONLY our natural freewill? That surely is possible. How could we make this happen, actually? What steps will need to be taken? What objectives will need to be completed?

    To understand it you have to zoom outward and look at the human organism from outer space. Then you acknowledge the basic technologies used. Then you can see the circus or great symphony for what it is.

    The impression of our persons to that which is beyond ourselves. The core of our actual selves.

    There is goodness in everyone and we are all unique. I’d argue we are all special, too.

    I wonder about how humans are quantified to objects or lower or higher lifeforms. It is not necessarily an insult. In fact, I imagine that doing so is fun. “You are like the fictional character in this movie”, and then you get a figurine of that character. But you know it goes further into much more detail. The specific habit of the Pteronarcys in winter correlates with her actions every winter. We throw in (to the equation) differing timescales and you see how such quantification occurs. My argument is that: sure, it’s fun to quantify, yet let it just be that. It should not insult or injure. It takes a high degree of self control, sometimes, to refrain from poking fun at someone, especially if that person feels insult or injury. It takes practicality, and reason I say.

    The rules of nature are there, in every timescale. I imagine a baby who is learning how to talk say “OUCHEY! THAT HURT HIM, YOU ARE BAD!” when someone hurts or violates another. It is basic reason and sanity to recognize that we should be kind to each other. You cannot find too many reasons to justify hurting someone when that person doesn’t want to be hurt (which is most of us, always).

    Humans are dynamic and need to express.

    Characterizing inert objects with human qualities. Is this progressing forward? The pothos plant. The new item from the store. The hierarchal dynamic to satiate and satisfy our fragile egos that bends further and more of an angle when picking something up, when doing fieldwork, when reaching for that window down button, when reaching for that receipt of the new purchase. Bend with your legs, bend with your legs good sir.

    Tap, stap, stap, stop, and think about it, tap tap tap on a window there, tap tap tap on the drums, tap tap tap on the table, tap tap tap firearm discharges somewhere else, the refusal to drink tap water, tap tap tap fireworks in the sky, tap tap tapdancer, tapcon brand name self tappers, tap tap tap, and the nanoseconds between such coincidental quantum connected events, will you acknowledge the connection is there? “There isn’t any connection YOU BAFOON!”, “Yes there is, yes there is, and it is global”.

    It is the great humbling of our egos.

    We try to avert being who we don’t want to be, yet you ARE who I say you are because I am biased and of more influence than you good sir bafoon. (*Sarcasm / humor)

    The absolute positive productive purity goodness extreme optimism sees and know no wrongs I am holier than thou supremity! It is not stealing, that is mine and always has been! (*Sarcasm / humor) I think it turns into a dynamic of: I am whiter, holier, more sinless, better, more good and have more of a right than you to commit that crime. Yet sanity and reason tells us that is incorrect thinking and reasoning. That action is wrong, period. We are all special, unique beings and we all deserve to live happy lives and we all deserve kindness.

    Humbling is good for our psyche but not from a false provocation. That is fake. We like real. The inspiration is there. Break out of your shells. Go talk to the poor homeless beggar. You will find a connection. Ask them their story, you will see that you are him. Do so from your own effort of freewill. Break out of your sensitive fragile ego shell. Go look at yourself nodding out, incoherent, insane with feces and defecation, in the poorest part of town. Go look the beggar on the median in the eyes and feel empathy, you will realize that is you. Then the greatest commandment of all charity is of value to you more than you have imagined before. Give and give and give and give and give and give. Feel real empathy. It hurts, that is you, that is what you love, you are an equal to that person. Give some love, through empathy is possible. Give what you can to the person who has nothing. It is you, you are looking in a mirror. Earth is isolated, the human species is isolated. That is you, begging, with nothing, that is you, an addict, a poor homeless addict, your equal, that is you. There is no one above it.

    Be kind. There is no other law. (There really are, but kindness is most important).

    I am led to believe that the purpose of the Third Amendment of the Bill of Rights in the United States Constitution is there to help the citizen out from what is foreign to the citizen. So the government agent, the military officer, the policeman whom has a burden of torture, abuse, unjustified homicides on their person is not allowed to “get in” to the citizen or the citizen’s property because those wrongs or atrocities carry over and remain on that person. That is why the citizen does not have to house the soldier or the government agents. That is the separation of public vs. private and that is the relevance of private. Private does not want to be burdened with the burdens of the public or government such as their crimes / wrongs. It carries over with interaction.

    With the seminal influence system, (whether that is purveyed through the semantic web system or not) we do not want in our persons, however manifested, the influence of killers, rapists, abusers, torturers, pedophiles, people who drug people, people who want to enslave people, etc… Even more-so we don’t want to participate in such a seminal influence system, culture, or any of it’s technological supports. My guess is that such “quantifications” and “labelling” of humans is in the area of DNA, not rare circumstances or mistakes, almost something like our core or ancient selves. Probably not in human imposed RNA messages in our DNA either… In other words, not subject to opinion, findings of secret (illegal) courts, biased corporate sponsorship, etcetera, but: this person is a natural serial killer. That is who he is, not someone who in panic or adolescent wandering accidentally killed someone…

    We will address rape later on in this writing, yet I hypothesize that is what the Third Amendment may have been thinking of. There needs to be separation of military, of police, soldiers, government, and the private civilian domain. I’d say also that rape seemed to be a problem in Britain, my guess is rape from the royalty to the field workers. I have a hunch that the Nordic Aryan cultures, too, dealt with a hierarchal “royalty” / “entitlement” rape system as well – possibly what influenced the British. Coping with wrongs against myself, I jokingly made a “standardized bend-age angle / degree-to-rape-ratio” artwork… (once the spine bends to 45 degrees, etcetera…) only to realize when bending to reach for my receipt, that such an atrocious sentiment and possibly standardization (was already in place (bad time)… so the monitoring of our persons is surely pervasive and an infringement of our right to a secure person. Whenever the fieldworker bends down he/she/it doesn’t want to be wronged. My guess is that in our modern day, and perhaps it has always had something to do with seminal influence and possibly the “semantic web” gone wrong. That is where we would like the separation of government powers and the individual citizen. The Third Amendment is relevant because we Americans believe rape is a crime, an atrocious crime equitable to unjustified homicide. There is that separation in our system, Nation, Laws, and that is some of the beauty of America.

    Committing any crime based on a perceived leverage material (a crime, a video, a sin, etcetera) is definitively extortion. Two counts of extortion, you would then qualify as a racketeer. Rape is a crime and the foreign influence. Unfortunately it seems foreign systems are in place supporting the perpetrators of such atrocities. This is beyond he awareness of most ordinary folks like me. It is a battle at a quantum, global, mega-organizational level. The core battle will be and is ideological / educational.

    Those purveying such atrocities technically qualify as racketeers under foreign influence (essentially spy extortionists of our sins, crimes, etc…) whom operate outside of a fair and speedy trial, our presumption of innocence, and relevant statutes of limitations.

    Anything is possible, would you like to see, to know? Let them sign it and it shall be: Ego of the EXTREME masculine superiority military brute persona with a burden of torture and murder on his soul OBLITERATED, DISSOLVED, ANNHIALATED leaving only the sweetest child-like innocent. Remnants of only love and kindness that he finds in mercy given to him, free, from a stranger. The mirror of him, replayed until there is only innocent kindness left in him, aggression washed out, bled out. The mirror of him and who he is. No violations ever occur, ever ever again, only sweet gentle kindness, eternally.

    Home: Let us not look back. The place to marinate in is the goodness. Do you think I am joking? Do you not take a little man like me serious? The good Rabbi, Priests, Holy Men and Women and Others diving, throwing themselves in, marinating, stewing in the sacred words of books. You can find such sacredness online. Books, words, written. You can spend lifetimes reading. You will find gems worth preserving and passing. That is where we want to be. Marinating in the words and worlds of sacred holiness. You can spend lifetimes studying. Marinating. Marinating. That is where we would like to be. Please let us go there and never look back. Spend years dissecting, analyzing, marinating, reading over and over and over and over, looking at the words, at the letters, at the shape of letters, let us do nothing else, contemplating the concepts, contemplating the words and ideas, discussing, marinating, stewing. That is where we want to be. That is our home close to G-d. It is in the Holy books. The holy words and concepts worth discussing. Forget the rest of the world. Forget worldliness. Forget it all and study and marinate and stew and simmer to a potency. Find those gems worth preserving. Find the gems and stir the gems. Write the gems, tell the gems, Bring the gems out of hiding. Show the gems to the world. Let them enliven you. With your full complete attention and enthusiasm. This is home. This is where we would like to be. Nothing else matters. The bare minimum, just give us the words to study. Immerse yourself in the holy goodness. Complete total immersion. How can the Rabbi, the Priest, the Priestess immerse themselves, over lifetimes in the words and worlds of holiness? Because it is worth it. There are gems you will find.

    Look at the poor brute now. A man who once had the might of a thousand strong soldier beastly men, now an innocent poor holy soul with no worldly strength. He finds the holiness, the sacredness worth it. Nothing else. Look at him. Watch again if you will, watch his annihilation and metamorphosis into a feeble and humble, innocent soul. Do you think that is a good thing? What if annihilation did not occur? The obliteration and annihilation of that man and his ego is the best possible thing that could have ever happened to him.

    Let me tell you, though, that if you live you will make mistakes, you will falter. It is only natural. Our education as we grow is such a sensitive thing. There is a sentiment I have seen that says “I hope you see shocking things”. To me, I interpret such sentiment as to the purpose of fear. Purposeful fear. When I took my driving course as an adolescent, I saw a video that showed the worst case vehicle crash scenarios. The mere memory, years and years after watching that video, brings a fear back to me. A fear that I am thankful for. As I drive, the fear reminds me to be careful. To know your (my) life can be ended in a quick careless moment. This is what education is, in some contexts. It steers us in the right direction. It reminds us of our mortality, our fallibility, our imperfect nature, our vulnerability. Be thankful for purposeful fear, it guides us. That is one of the dilemmas our world has: education. Shall we raise our children scared and fearful to exist? Scared to make mistakes? Scared to live? No we shouldn’t, but with just a little purposeful fear, that will help them avoid tragedies. Our children should be taught to live without fear, fearless – except a small tinge of purposeful fear. There is a fine balance.

    Let us return to the Pteronarcys. Submersed under water. The lifecycle is similar in certain ways to a caterpillar. The pteronarcy shall grow wings and fly. How does such quantification occur? Within differing timescale and misaligned lifecycles, can an adult human be considered such as a pteronarcy? Sure, even in it’s immaturity an old human can be considered a young pteronarcy if we deemed him or her so. Why? I can make sense with reasoning. Why can we do this? Because we are human and that is what humans do. We quantify, we label, we reason. It is not extraordinary. What are the boundaries and limits and parameters of our activities? Reason guides us. At some point things may begin making sense to us. All these pteronarcy yard ornaments and I am the pteronarcy. Shall we discuss the connections? How we are connected? How we make those connections, technically? It is not all that far out, to think of the frequency of thought. It is not far out to think that humans are highly intelligent creatures. Some people resort to other explanations, and why judge them as being wrong. Some of the far out explanations are just that, a way to explain our achievements of physics and knowledge and technology that exists, that we have accomplished. The alien conspiracies, the ghost and paranormal explanations. But, in contrary my dear Watson, in contrary, humans are just highly intelligent creatures. Do not judge those searching for ways to explain our modern phenomena, we need to encourage it actually. The search and the hypothesizing. This natural curiosity is a worthwhile effort, even if we are misled or traverse down the wrong path, it is still a way to explain phenomena we do not understand. We don’t need to always be right. It is the effort, the enthusiasm, the journey to discovery. Our explanations are a way to interpret phenomena. We can define our words differently, we can disagree, coming to an ultimate, universal truth is just a paradigm shift away. A quick hop. For your sake, for my sake, for our sake: exercise your brain. Think, and actually try! Consider the possibilities, they are infinite!

    I hope I live a long natural life. I hope my death is natural, with a cause of death as “old age”. There are many dimensions of our person, the self. The soul has an age. I think the person, with access to and use of time, might age differently. Time can be consumed without the person knowing, completely unaware that time is passing or passed in one of their blinks of an eye. There is a time accounting system and, apparently, some people have access to time, while other like me (perceptively) don’t and never have had. Sometimes I will look at a person and I immediately know they accessed time. I feel that it is nefarious sometimes, like when a person does something he or she shouldn’t do, and you can sense that on that person. Many times have I looked at people and thought to myself “that person just did something, I can tell”. The visual cognition time is near 300 milliseconds for the brain to comprehend what it sees. Imagine the timescale of one year in one breath, then that compared to near infinity to something comparatively small like a second. Seamless events. An entire dance party concert with thousands of people within a blink of my eye with zero discrepancies as to what before my blink was to after my blink. What or who determines if a person has access to time? There is culturally much work and issues to address. Watch the movie “Birdbox” and substitute the car crashes and violence with a primal Greek sexualized orgy / sex culture. It’s all digital and time is very malleable. Some people are older than they would ever imagine, hundreds and hundreds of years old whom think they are in their fifties.

    I love naturalness, I love nature. I am in the forest, at a freshwater stream looking at a strange creature in the water. It is blackish, and strange. It is strange. I would like to look at it. I am scared, I won’t touch it. I won’t kill it. It is strange. It is a pteronarcy. I want to just look at it. I am home, in nature. Nothing else matters. I want to touch it, I want to touch the pteronarcy, but I am scared. What if it bites me or is poisonous. I don’t know what it it but it is strange and beautiful. I want to study it. How does it live? I am home, in nature. The naturalness I love. No chemical anything. No influences anywhere, just nature. Oh I yearn for nature, just natural nature. No chemicals, All natural.

    I would like to improve the world. If I had access to time, that is what I would probably do. Just imagine in a blink of an eye, an old vehicle that is broken down gets restored to it’s prime…? The resources, effort, expertise, and the energy one would have to consume to complete that objective. I would if I could. Just think of a rusty old tool left outside under the weather, restored to beautiful newness. Something that had been damaged, restored to functional. Those types of things. If you do so with time, please make sure to ask permission so that it is okay with the vehicle or tool owner. I feel that is one thing that people with access to time neglect and do not understand. There ARE consequences to every action. Every action has a reaction and with the technologies that are in use (lenses, matter teleportation, etc…) you might not know exactly what you are doing or who you are doing that to. We are all sort of blind and we have to work on our communication.

    The source of some ideas of the separatist, I hypothesize, is biblical. There is a whole movement, and ethics needs to be our priority. I wish I could avoid discussing such an unsavory subject, but it is what it is. It must have been around the time of the nineteen thirties. Certain regions in Europe had culture “battles”. We can understand why such separatist attitudes were formed. Essentially, certain people tried to define work in a sexualized context, except not through the lens of something illegal, like prostitution. An example of this is the male who does some sexual act with a female and then someone communicating to that man: “good job, your work is done for the day”. This is in contrast to the worker who is righteous and works hard throughout the day doing honest work. The dynamic between the two “workers” is in obvious conflict with each other, and we have to ask about the woman. What is the woman is a wife or girlfriend of the honest worker, and such activity and infidelity is done outside of the honest worker’s awareness. So there is a strong contrast of opposing work ideologies. They say the oldest professions are prostitution, farming, and hunting.

    Being the oldest profession, I have an opinion on such a matter. I would like to clarify that I do not endorse prostitution, it is illegal in my city. Regarding pimping: I think that is a hard life to live, and personally, I would not have the emotional strength to handle such a lifestyle (I would probably cry often because I fall in love easily). I am led to believe that the art of pimping has something to do with whose semen is in the woman during the act with another man. I am led to believe that this line of thought is motive for the criminal acts of rape and pedophilia, the man trying to be involved with the woman, through force or coercion and sometimes even at infancy (very wrong). I believe intimacy is best a private, sacred, and special act that you cannot put not price on. If appropriate, intimacy between two people who love each other and who will be there for each other for life is a beautiful expression of love and our humanness. I encourage people to respect women. I believe in a certain layer of reality, in a sexualized culture, there is some sort of economic trade system that exists. That just seems to be how it is, and something I became (slightly) aware of. If I were living in that culture (which I am not) I would take seriously the words of Too $hort when he says “Don’t ever f*ck for free“, and the price would be very high, extremely unaffordable: (In this context) For fun, contemplate a quantity and purchasing power starting at Graham’s Number of Graham’s Numbers of units of the highest leveraged currency in existence per energy expenditure equitable to an angstrom or nano calorie…

    I do not endorse prostitution or pimping – it really is (or can be) a dangerous domain. It is, or can be, an ugly and sad lifestyle. It is filled with deception and tricks and it is also being perpetrated with advanced technologies. “Turning tricks (prostitutes) into code (programming like php, js, C, etc…).”

    Sure the art of pimping is the first man’s semen in a woman (before she does something with another man) is “pimping” her, yet much derangement comes from this ideology. Taken to the extreme we see pedophilia of literally infants, where a man wants his person or DNA to profit or benefit off of being connected to that woman. This is atrocious and very wrong, bad, and darkness.

    Gentlemen, better play it safe and choose not to participate in such a risky, deceptive culture.

    So an economical element is added to our scenario. That, I hypothesize is how the working class of Germany got themselves in such debt, from their sexualized actions of the “workers”. The debt was so much of a burden that Germany tried to justify their rapes and tried to transition from legitimate, honest dollars, to a Nordic rape culture economy that did not criminalize the acts of rape. This Nordic rape culture may have roots in Greek and Arab savagery. Is this true? This is my hypothesis.

    Let us return to our modern day. How do we use ethics when interacting with an action (rape) that is equitable as unjustified homicide? There are many different lenses to look through when viewing our problem. First off comes the separation of animal and man. This is guided by Jewish ideology, yet I feel that Muslims agree. The human man or person will refrain and use self control and will divert their primal urges. The human will not “give into” his or her or it’s primal instinct and will choose the higher facilities over the lower urges of the body. This is the separation of animal and man, in this ideology. Now we look at our wildlife industries. We, on a quantum level, can connect living beings with living beings. It is almost like superimposing the person, connecting the thoughts, actions, of one person with another person, or literally animal. There seems to be no absolute rule and a lot of forgiveness and play with the concepts and how people are connected. We can do so even with people to insects, and people to inert objects. Yet it remains that if you are human, homosapien, you are considered a person, no matter what you behavior is, in a certain context. This ethical context and perspective could be one way to avoid atrocities. In our modern day, with certain confusion, the human could be treated as an animal. In the medical or military contexts, this would be torture or chemical abuse of a person such as genetic modification, or (for example) mustard gassing the person at work, numbing the human’s body, psychological torture, assaulting the human’s body with triangulated weaponized microwave, etcetera. The human organism is complex. I hypothesize, in our modern day, one relevant area of focus is ethics of human beings classified as animals or separated as animals. I’d imagine this translates directly to the sick and criminal populations, from a particular viewpoint. 

    Doing no wrong, laying in my bed, into a deep deep slumber, I was sleeping happily. I was in my bedroom, door closed and locked. My head was to the South and I was on the East side of my room. All of a sudden a remote brain shock discharge shocked me. I awoke in trauma and a panic. I recognized it was a highly precise remote electronic beam discharge. My immediate thought was “what am I doing wrong?”. That was an assault on me as I was happily sleeping, doing no wrong, yet there is much potential in that remote brain shock technique for NON-LETHAL deterrence from atrocious wrongs. I encourage the world to bring this technology into our awareness as a relevant defense technique which doesn’t darken our souls from such things as (defensive) murder. We, of course will need to discuss sane and ethical uses of such a technique / technology.

    This entire culture is foreign to America, yet I believe we have adapted with our industries. In America rape is a crime and even in prison, there is zero (no) tolerance for rape. Rape is a crime everywhere, but that culture is, in particular, very foreign to underlying American ideologies. Rape, globally, is such an atrocity, that it is equitable to unjustified homicide. I am led to believe that In our globalized world, an eye for an eye gets near instantaneously manifested. The rape escalates to an unjustified homicide somewhere else. Because of our quantum interconnectedness this reaction may be beyond the individual’s control, acting outside of one’s freewill.

    All of this is on the surface… and awareness of this culture should cause awe and shock and psychological trauma (to a certain degree). Separation, to some degree shall be padding and create a buffer zone for the cultural dichotomy, yet humans are dynamic. We cannot separate and leave according to the device of the human organism. We must be resilient in ensuring ethics are practiced “from above” (from those in power or in higher social hierarchical roles). It is human nature to make mistakes and to learn and to adapt and change. Even just changing perspectives, which is a very personal thing that may not be communicated. I would argue, in our age of hyper-individualization, that individual preference is a right, and humans can update their preferences on a mere whim. That is my argument against rigid separation. Humans are dynamic and can learn and can change. Either way, no matter how one is “classified”, every human has a right to real food, real water, real sleep, real shelter, real clothing, real sex (and the right to individual preferences as well as the right to abstinence), real hygiene, the psychological needs of safety and social belonging within their family and social groups.

    Matchmaking shall get us closer to connecting people to their preferences, but I am sure comes with it’s fair share of challenges.

    The pteronarcy sits in the water, laying completely engulfed. Nutrients and sustenance must come to it. Breathing the water, there must be bits of nutrition that it feeds from. It is not buoyant, but has sunk to the bottom. It’s aura and presence is strong, it is a being, there, in the present, but how can an aura be so strong when it is a simple insect? Does any layer of the “person” of the pteronarcy have emotions or thoughts? A pteronarcy must think, simple if nothing else. It has to have a thought frequency, like all of us do. What would it transmit? Probably a strong drive that provokes it to execute action: “Eat eat eat eat eat, food there, swim, eat eat eat”. Do you think there is a thought process on any level? The pteronacy lays, sunken at the bottom, just there. It is such a strong presence. It is filtering the water, breathing in and out the liquid water.

    An exercise: I am a woman and I have not found my mate. I will require a man of fortitude and strength. I will know when I have found him. I hide within the weaponry of the police. Some have called me a slut, but I prefer the term “ethical slut”. I have self interest as a human. I am in power, civilly, politically, socially. I would like to exercise the potency and magnitude of my power. I am but a mere human and corruption is inevitable to those in power. I prepare my serotonin and endorphin nano gasses throughout the world. I prepare my propaganda material to mind control and brainwash the most choice human males into falling in love with me. Latitude and longitude behavioral tracks and mind map downloads complete. I want them all to court me. It shall be insane, because why would so many men, in their primes, court a woman like me!? I’m just a girl. I’ll sequence the DNA of every human male and select that which I would like to target with the pleasure chemicals. Just according to my preferences, I release the propaganda material and nano gasses. It is programmed in. Once they think of me, their heart flutters just a little, ever pleasant thoughts of love flood them with just a slight boost of testosterone to evoke their primal urges. I am here waiting for you. I would like to see which suitor will be there for me in the long term, strength, mental strength and fortitude as well as physical attractiveness are my requirements. Show and tell me why you deserve a woman of my stature and power.

  • Reducing every action to internalizing or externalizing

    What happens when every action is reduced and filtered down to either an (a) or (b)?

    let a = "internalizing";
let b = "externalizing";

    For example: Reading is taking in. Writing is pushing out. Speech is pushing, externalizing. Inhale = internalizing. Exhale = externalizing.

    let internalizing = ["Reading", "Listening", "Inhaling"];
let externalizing = ["Throwing", "Speaking", "Exhaling"];

function quantify(action) {
  if (internalizing.includes(action)) {
    return `${action} is an internalizing action.`;
  }
  else if (externalizing.includes(action)) {
    return `${action} is an externalizing action.`;
  }
  else {
    return `${action} is not classified.`;
  }
}

console.log(quantify("Reading"));
//Reading is an internalizing action.

    This program and line of thought reminds me of an idea I once read somewhere regarding equality of persons.

    Software programming is said to be humanity’s most advanced activity, but reduced to a simplicity, that software programmer is just pressing keys on a keyboard. In a certain light and a certain lens is equitable to the child hitting and pressing a button on the light and sound machine.

    I like the idea of Wilhelm Reich’s “Orgone” and I think there is something to those energy studies. There have been some projects about orgone such as the orgone accumulator. They are “generators” that have a supposed effect on the orgone energy field. Making these, you combine metal, resin (or an electric insulator like wood), and crystals to have an effect. The construction process stacks these different materials one after another. In the sense of this project, internalizing or externalizing, such action reminds me of accomplishing, through a particular lens / worldview) the advanced activities that only robots can do such as construction of nano circuitry on PCB boards.

    We are all equal, and if we look through a certain lens at the world, we can see this being true. The wisest scientist stacking an orgone generator to the holiest of Rabbi’s turning pages of a holy book to a child sticking glue to wood.

    You are special.

    In the bible are the words, something like: “each according to your abilities”. This reminds us of the power of intent and the humbleness of us all being equals through the eyes of G-d.

    Lean In

    Lean Out

    Stop Pushing!! Pull!!: The Art of Winning With People

    The Power of Pull

    LidRar Radrar technicians:

    Jim: “Breaker breaker one nine, it looks like a bogey, those are all internalizing actions.”

    Jane: “Impossible. There is no being that can be all internalizing.”

    Kirk: “What the funk!?”

    Nicki Minaj: “That’s a whole lotta lotta!”

    Jane: “Follow the money Kirk, follow the money.”

    Accountants: “Ready. Go!”

  • The Ethics of Quantification

    I still don’t know which word to use, quantification or quantization. I know how to describe what I am thinking of, but I do not know which word accurately describes what I am describing, or will describe.

    All pervasive and practically is what domain we are speaking in. For ease of effort we will use these words interchangeably: quantification, quantization, and entanglement. We must think out of the box on this one.

    So there is most certainly a process and an effort that has been occurring.

    It is to separate or label EVERYTHING, matter, actions, thoughts without judgement or opinion.

    This gets manifested, according to my awareness, in many different ways: commercially, with and through products and actions. It make connections that are and are not there.

    I will tell you a story. I once knew a person named Bojangles. Bojangles was a complicated man. He would cuss and say bad words often. In fact 90% of the words that he said were very explicit. He was mean. He loved and was addicted to cigars.

    Years later I was walking down the street and I look up at a sign. It read “Bojangle’s Fine Cigar Shop”. I go into the shop and a met another person by the name of Bojangles. We became friends. In fact, this Bojangles, unlike the cussing Bojangles, was nice and a very good person and very likable and honest. He didn’t smoke cigars but he sold them.

    I got to thinking about how the two Bojangles are connected. They didn’t know each other and has never met. They are totally different in certain aspects. Just their name, Bojangles, and their relationship to cigars connects them.

    But it is not coincidence. It is quantum entanglements of persons, a phenomena that occurs and is occurring GLOBALLY.

    There is no evading it. That is just a phenomena that is.

    There is electronic logic (quantum actually) involved beyond the human organism, yet intimately entwined within the human organism.

    Such phenomena prompts that we discuss what freewill is and how much freewill we have as humans!

    What causes our entanglement of persons? Simply existing?

    How do we opt out or not participate in the phenomena of inter-dimensional, global entanglements of our persons? Is it possible?

    For such a system to exist, there has to be some assumptions.

    Assumptions:

    1. That our thoughts, actions, words, efforts, etc… are being measured, quantified, quantized, and/or recorded in some way.
    2. There is a response. It is like and ebb and flow, a process that manifests from the first stimuli, in some way, shape , or form. Is the response IMMEDIATE, like quantum entanglement?

    What occurs to such a system and process when we become aware of this phenomena? Is awareness contagious? Sometimes with science experiment, the unbiased outcome is dependent on the test subject not being aware of the experiment.

    I encourage you to go to a store and absorb and analyze what is being offered and “put forth” from this store. For fun, make connections that aren’t there! Pay close, intentional attention to your thoughts. Might you consider that those connections really are there and were before you became aware of that product?

    I contend that the entangled persons can share DIFFERENT fates, and ONE (out of many?) ways we are connected is through our literal thoughts and maybe even electronically connected by clairvoyance thought transmissions.

    Now, regarding the ETHICS of such quantification. In specific, I am thinking about our persons and their “classifications”, labels, or connections to ideas, products, consumer goods, etc.

    Have we learned our lesson yet?

    It is all fine and good, and could be a lot of fun to call someone a pretty doll, but that surely needs not to lead to any wrongs. That is where the relevance of ethics comes in in this system of quantification of our persons.

    Giving human qualities to that which is not human (and not the other way around).

    Humanizing, increasing empathy, kindness, humility. This needs to be an underlying prerogative of the quantification, quantization effort of our persons.

    Let us come to terms with what reality now is, and prioritize universal humility, empathy, kindness. That is where such a system will find long-term success, an engrained ethics at the core.

  • African Masai Tribal Technique: Ethical Response To Child Misbehavior and Unacceptable Behavioral Deviations

    Author: Sean Macken

    Date: 1/30/24

    This may be a worthwhile technique to (first of all – accurately preserve) study and/or duplicate as an ethical technique to handle child / kid misbehavior / unacceptable behavioral deviations.

    When a child does a wrong action, or misbehaves, the tribe, as one collective entity, embraces the child with love, with feelings of belonging, and acceptance.

    Through such a ritual, the tribal bond is built so strong and of perceived importance, that the individual will make choices (out of his/her/it’s/they/them/his/her/its personal freewill) that continue to strengthen the tribe’s homogeneity and, thus, reinforcement of socially acceptable behavior and norms.

    Tupac – Unconditional Love

    Links: https://www.washingtonpost.com/archive/opinions/1997/02/17/the-masai-model/07a7c861-17b7-4e03-be4f-c2a79cee043a/

    https://www.masaimara.com/maasai-people.php#:~:text=According%20to%20Maasai%20history%20the,the%20Tanga%20Coast%20in%20Tanzania.

    https://www.masaimara.travel/maasai-tribe-facts.php

    http://maasaiwilderness.org/maasai/

  • Body, Mind, Soul

    https://a.co/d/eAxewyE

  • Bnei Manashe, Nagas, and the N word.

    “Nagas” refer to divine or semi-divine, half-human, half-serpent beings found in Eastern mythologies, particularly Hinduism and Buddhism, who are guardians of treasure and reside in the netherworld called Patala. The term can also refer to a group of Tibeto-Burman peoples, a Tibeto-Burman language, or a Hindu mendicant of a specific sect.

    Nagas in Mythology

    • Appearance: They are depicted as human-snake hybrids, living beings with serpentine lower bodies, or as entire serpents, sometimes with human heads or a many-hooded cobra canopy over their heads.
    • Role: They are powerful, often benevolent, protectors of hidden treasures and magical knowledge, living in an enchanted underworld.
    • Cultural Significance: They hold significant cultural importance in many South Asian and Southeast Asian cultures and have been revered in rituals for thousands of years.
    • Key Figures: Important figures include Shesha, the divine couch of Lord Vishnu, and Nagaraja Vasuki, who served as a rope in the churning of the Ocean of Milk.

    Other Meanings of “Naga”

    • Ethnic Group: “Naga” also refers to a group of Tibeto-Burman peoples living in the Naga hills of India and parts of Burma.
    • Languages: It is also the name for a family of Tibeto-Burman languages spoken by these peoples.
    • Hindu Mendicants: In India, a “Naga” can also be a member of various Hindu sects who are mendicants, or ascetics.

    Cultural Connections

    • India: Many cities in Kashmir, such as Anantnag and Verinag, have names with the “Naga” suffix, indicating the historical presence and influence of Naga culture.
    • Southeast Asia: Dynasties in places like Manipur, India, and the ancient kingdom of Funan in Indochina claimed their origins from unions with nagas or their female counterparts, the naginis.

    The Bnei Menashe and the lost tribes of Israel

    The strongest claim to biblical descent in the broader region comes from the Bnei Menashe, a community on the India-Burma border with roots in Tibeto-Burmese ethnic groups.

    • Lost tribe of Menasseh: The Bnei Menashe are a community of about 10,000 members from the Chin, Kuki, and Mizo ethnic groups, among others, who claim descent from one of the Lost Tribes of Israel. The movement originated from a tribal leader’s dream in 1951.
    • Ancestral claims: The claim is reportedly based on local traditions about an ancestor named Manmasi or Manasia, interpreted as a connection to the biblical Manasseh, son of Joseph. Some members have embraced Judaism, with Israeli rabbis having visited the community.
    • Not a Tibetan or Burmese claim: It is important to note that this is a specific claim from a community that lives on the borderlands, not a belief common to the Tibetan or Burmese populations as a whole.

    My hypotheses on Nagas and the N Word

  • Combating the roots of racism

    I hypothesize that this may be one of the roots of racism… the misinterpretation of holiness. This verse in Genesis is talking through a spiritual context / lens: “And then there was light… and light is good.”

    The face is charity, it is not all that important (what we look like – our physical person).

    Our character, our intention, our (nonphysical) heart and soul is where our spiritual lightness is.

    https://www.chabad.org/6503822

    https://www.chabad.org/library/article_cdo/aid/4769775/jewish/George-Floyd-and-the-Healing-of-America.htm

    Please consider donating to the Truth and Reconciliation project: https://www.descendants.org/

  • Be fruitful and multiply: Thoughts of monogamy, procreation, and offspring.

    https://photos.app.goo.gl/QDoqWH6M6dBPBfuTA

    https://drive.google.com/file/d/1maotaI-zR2LYMZL5gJY8Q79xapSXRqJQ/

    I, being without a mate or spouse or lover for so long, joke that I wish I had a harem of wives. Of course, practically, I only endorse monogamy. I’ll be very lucky if I ever find a spouse or lover or mate because I am already forty one years old. I have never married, am single, and have not had a lover, even a kiss in over eleven years. I decided at one point to proclaim my born-again-virginship. I am a born-again-virgin. There could be a number of scenarios that apply, and of course some out of the ordinary miracle may occur, too, but all of it seems unlikely. I feel as if I am more than likely never going to meet a mate.

    Humans are animals, human beings are animals, yet there is, or can be something that distinguishes the difference between our primal, primordial selves and a higher being. Self control is that distinguisher, yet we are all fallible and no one is perfect. Sexuality, our primal self seems to be the hardest aspect of living to control.

    The practicality of monogamy is because I would like to be responsible if I ever bore a seed. 

    My education level is only up to an associates, I doubt I will ever make the necessary funds to even raise a family. I am an optimist, miracles and unlikely scenarios do happen… yet I feel that I am much more likely to never meet my lover companion. Or if I do meet her, the odds are against me in that some type of actual relationship will form and be built.

    The facts: I would not be able to support a family right now, as I am financially poor. I am aging, at 41 years old, so I am over my physical prime and over my highest physical attractiveness.

    I feel that it is resorting, becoming in tune with another reality, separated by physics and technology, that I have given consent for any woman who would like to procreate with me my permission to do so. With this consent and permission, it would have to be a very alternative, non-traditional scenario because if I ever bore seed, I would like my seed to have the finest of education so their chances at survival and thriving throughout their lives would be increased. I would also prefer to be married if I procreate, so I could be there for my family. Putting my trust in the ethers of life is a gigantic leap of faith. My mate would have to be in tune with who I am and would need to make up for all I lack so our family will be successful. I would prefer such a thing occurs honestly and in my full awareness, but faith may be the only route to take.

    Also, in our modern day, I reserve the right to not know what the actual reality is or what the possibilities are.

    There are infinite possibilities.

  • Freeform thought exercise

  • Freeform thought session

  • Seeking The Incomprehensible

    Seeking The Incomprehensible

    by Sean Macken

    These words are a celebration of life and seeking what cannot be comprehended.

    Table of Contents

    • Episode 1
    • Episode 2: Starfields

    Episode 1

    Seeking compassion. I looked as close as I could. I looked deep. I looked beyond my visual capabilities. Into the ether of microscopic. Beyond microscopic and into atomic. Was is there? Need I look beyond atomic into Nano and Pico and beyond.

    Where is compassion?

    I found a universe in a single electron.

    Was it all ideological? I slowed time. I must find a way to contemplate this, to fathom the realness of this existence.

    Wait… I must recenter myself. I am seeking compassion. Compassion is there. Compassion is everywhere. We must believe. It is not what the eye sees. It is what our instincts, our human auras feel. We feel compassion.

    These spiritual concepts, they are all theoretical and ideological? No, they are substance. They are real. Compassion is real.

     Through actions and intentions compassion is there. 

    Yet the search for compassion, I have found compassion and I have been led further.

    I have been let into another chamber. 

    I have been led to another gate.

    I have been led to another opening.

    I have been led to another fold that is unfolding. 

    I have been led to another room to contemplate.

    Is this what reality is? 

    I looked beyond cosmic energies and I found a universe inside of a particle. Inside of an electron. Inside of a single photon packet.

    She is there, for you, for you.

    She speaks:

    “I am that I am”

    “I am”

    And she is there for you, always. She has always been there for you.

    Time stretches again.

    Finally we are alone together, her and I.

    I’ve been waiting, yet she is sacred…

    she and I have always walked alone

    through this garden… through this opening.

    I jumped into nothing and fell inside of an electron. Another single electron, yet there was no universe inside. It was only I and it took me far, far and fast beyond to the other side.

    The electron took me to her again. Yes we must. I chased her. I chased her, yet she only will be found when she would like to be found. I chased and chased her. I yearned and reached for her hand. Please reveal your hidden self to me. I yearned. I yearned. She told me she has always been there. I knew this yet I wished to drink. I wished to be holy, to have only the holiest, my sacred, natural, and pristine water on my lips. I wished to kiss her. I yearned and yearned.

    The electron flung me to another universe, to another planet, and to another sun.

    I burst in flames, and entered into nothingness.

    I spoke to her for I could not see.

    Where are you, I have been searching. I’ve been yearning.

    At the opening I walked through. She was there and spoke “I am”

    Though how could I know if she is finally mine? I wish her to be all mine.

    Yet the spirit in uncontainable.

    She told me that we have always been only each others.

    I searched and searched.

    For the spirit won’t make you want more than your fill.

    I wished for more and I looked above.

    The above told me that there is always more. Always more of the unknowable. Always more of the incomprehensible to be revealed.

    I jumped through the inside of an atom.

    The protons were praying and the electrons were dancing. 

    I jumped on a photon and rode it through matter.

    How could this be that the spirit intoxicates so cleanly.

    Earthly wines of wines cannot start to quench your thirst compared to the infinite.

    It was a puzzle that the photon showed the electron.

    They were all so organic, yet structure was there too.

    Another gate opened.

    An opening appeared.

    A chamber door opened too.

    I drank more of the spirit and she was there and told me “I am”.  

    Episode 2: Starfields

    I went surfing on starfields with nothing except my naked body.

    The winds of the spiritual ether touched my fingertips.

    I laughed with joy at how the omnipotent just likes being tickled in her armpits of the deepest valleys just when I jump barefooted from mountaintop to mountaintop.

    How could you comprehend I am asked, yet everyone knows I’ve drank the wine of her spirit and am babbling the purest logic and reason that exists.

    She wished to being me in to the opening of the next realm’s portal.

    I told her that her hair makes me wish to kiss both cheeks on her face at the same time.

    She replied that she covers her hair to keep me yearning

    and I told her that our game of love is as infinite as her beauty.

    We laughed at how the passing electrons are mere roller coaster rides

    and that stretching time is too much fun when we are to enter the chariot set for “who knows which circuit”.

    “I don’t really get everything” I told her yet I wish I said that all I would like is to hold her hand until we get sweaty and then after that we could jump into each other’s psyche and swim inside of the other’s aura.

    She liked that, yet knew it was just me telling her that “I am in love with her, soul and all” 

    The cosmos were at it again, dancing with each other.

    I yelled “Time to get serious and mind your orbits” and we laughed together for eternity… until we started crying tears of joy that refilled the waterfall’s spring.

    The water was coming out of a rock’s crevice and it filled Earth’s seas.

    Each microbe became a new planet that giggled with joy upon birth.

    I fell through the moon and screamed “Is our love amorous!?” The incomprehensible quietly whispered “We are much beyond just that!”

    Finally I felt a comfort, as if I could rest gently.

    When I awoke it was as if the world was plotting, scheming, and conspiring for my good health, wellness, happiness, and success.

    I yelled “Leave me alone immediately!” and we both laughed laughs of innocent and giggly fun.

    The metatron’s metadata was finally appearing correct and I had the spiritual guide I was looking for.

    She asked me: “Are you searching for me?” and I replied “Perhaps we are searching for each other!”

    That appeared to be the correct response because she took me by the hand and brought me to the 5th dimension’s spiral staircase. Each step enters another dimension. I wondered how that is possible and the Z-index multiplied exponentially.

    The bewildering wilderness all of a sudden was civilized and I couldn’t help but ask “Are we getting closer to the incomprehensible?”

    The only answer was silence so I knew that could of meant Yes, No, Maybe, or all of the above.

    Opening after opening was new portal after portal and chamber after chamber.

    I realized that visuals are a mere mirror sometimes and what you see may not be what is actually there.

    How, amidst such exploration could a man such as myself not yearn for her hand?

    She comforts me when I need introspection. Her hand is all I wish for. Sometimes holding hands is more intimate than any other closeness in existence. She could be she and I could be I, yet our yearning for each other continues growing stronger and stronger.

    With every sip my intellect gets sharpened.

    With every sip my spiritual thirst gets quenched.

    I ask her if I am seeing what I am seeing and she replies:

    “I am”.  

  • Yet compared to a Jain?

    Yet compared to a Jain?

    I think life is such a holy special gift. We are all special, even those unwanted.

    Life starts / begins at conception.

    If possible, I believe in responsible procreation. I would hope that as a loving couple, my seed matures all the way to becoming a healthy baby! A healthy and good person all the way to a natural, old death! It is a lifelong commitment, as a parent to your seed and to your spouse.

    Every conception is a miracle.

    I believe in honoring that thou Shall Not Kill. Yet have you ever heard of the religious sect the “Jains”? The Jains are so pro-life that they cover their faces with masks so they do not ever breath in any living organism, accidentally killing a being. Jains also walk with a broom and sweep in front of themselves as they walk so they do not accidentally step on any living creature. Jains are the quintessential and definitive standard of pro-life! Every American should at least be aware of what pro-life really is, that that perspective of EXTREME respect of life exists.

    That being said, I believe in, in certain scenarios, that abortion should be legal and available for those who wish to give up their child. I pray that if, in (the hopefully rare) circumstance that an abortion is called for, that the abortion occurs in the first trimester of the pregnancy (within the first three months from the conception).

    The “including, but not limited to” criteria for abortions should be as follows:

    • Every incestuous conception should be aborted, without exception.
    • Every conception from a rape should be aborted, without exception.

    I would hope I would never have to get an abortion, but I also believe that it should be a woman’s choice. It is her body, her choice. A woman knows her body and knows when it’s not right and not meant to be, so then I feel (G-d forbid) that if a woman wants an abortion for any reason at all that is her right.

    <?
/* Abort ALL conceptions and inseminations that have occurred from rape */

$rape = 'Non-consensual sexual intercourse or insemination.';

if ($rape){
  echo 'Abort ALL conceptions and inseminations that occur or have occurred from rape.';
}
?>
    /* Abort ALL conceptions and inseminations that have occurred from rape */

let rape = 'Unconsensual sexual intercourse or inseminations.';

if (rape){
  console.log('Abort ALL conceptions and inseminations that occur or have occurred from rape.');
}

    Audio recording of my opinion

    Now I would like to pray: Dear G-d, please heal wounds from this sad subject. I pray women will be respected, always. That men will be loving and be there for their spouse. I pray for all Mothers – giving appreciation for every Mother.

  • Close your eyes and have Faith – Procreation Consent

    Close your eyes and have Faith – Procreation Consent

    I, Sean Thomas Macken, hereby give consent for any female to procreate with me if that woman knows and loves me. I understand that this may be in another reality, another timescale, culture, and I may not be aware of it even occurring. My main concern would be the ensure that we are being responsible and our futures will be many years filled with happiness and love and kindness to each other. I prefer to be married first, before any sexual intercourse, and I would hope that our marriage lasts our entire lives, yet whatever the circumstance, it is very important to me that you and I are honest and do so honestly if we procreate. Also, planning and the future is very important to me so we can teach our children how best to survive and thrive, while being good people.

    Minimum Criteria – diversified genetics from myself and appropriate / legitimate.

    I would hope that if I ever get married that it is in the name of love and our fire of love burns for eternity.

    I, in my reality, have not met a woman to marry or start a family with yet. I would love to be a Father and Husband and I would love being faithful to my wife and I’d love to provide for our family. I feel my natural predisposition and natural propensity is being a family man, yet in my reality I have not found a way to make that happen yet.

    Some words to my family.

    Words to family.

    More words to family.

    How to live your life.

    Family Goals Worth Striving Towards:

Body - Mind - Soul

Body: Being kind to our physical bodies, as if they are Holy Temples.
Mind: Sharpening our intellects and deepening our knowledge.
Soul: Enriching our souls with humble spirituality.

Values:
Honesty
Love and kindness
Charity - Giving forth value (time, effort, energy, objects, etc...) to those beyond and "outside of" self.
Understanding
Practicality, Reason
Honor, Respect
Humility

    A Female’s Pregnancy On Demand – P.O.D.

    Future Financial Planning – Make sure to try to communicate with me to get an honest and full disclosure of my financial situation so I/we can provide for our family.

    Harem Defense Techniques

  • Artificial Intelligence Action Plan Guidelines

    2/26/25

    Written By Sean Macken

    structure3creative@gmail.com


    High Level Summary: While holding the highest ethical standards of conduct, without self interest (respecting private property and citizen’s persons), a Federal Agency with the relevant knowledge, access, privileges of time and space, shall create high integrity systems to regulate such technologies - making sure Human, Basic, and Constitutional Rights are adhered to and no crimes or violations of our citizens, communities, families, organizations, occur from the use of such technologies.

    An example of ethical uses of such technological systems: All purveyors of such technologies and organizations using these technologies must give honest, full, blatant, comprehensive disclosure to consumers and users. Full, comprehensive consent shall be given by all users and consumers of such technologies. The user shall have full control over “settings”, such as the ability to turn on and off “features” such as awareness of location, awareness as to whom is “wearing a deep fake mask”, individual control and full privileges of such features, as well as the right, access, and ability, at any time, for any reason, to opt out of such technologies and to cancel / cease use. 

    Relevant regulation: An “ABSOLUTE TRUTH” and accountability system of every single action, interaction, of every organization, person, user, purveyor of technology, no matter how one is “classified”, in every time scale and space, which will protect the identity of the individual and organization through a numerical encryption system. The Federal Agency shall then, blindly, make sure that no atrocious crimes are being committed.

    The government regulation of such aforementioned technologies should be focused, specific, and holding an unwavering integrity to relevant government boundaries; not to cross into the private domain, as to allow competing entities (in our free market economy) the full freedom to achieve their individual potential and intention within the context and bounds of complying to such regulations.

    Highest Priority and Core Values: Compliance to Federal Laws - of utmost important: The United States Constitution and Bill of Rights - our security of person and property, religion, etc, Title VI anti-discrimination, Human Rights, Our Needs as humans: real drinkable water, real food, shelter, sleep, clothing, hygiene, sex (and the right to choose abstinence - and the sexual need can be achieved without interaction beyond the self), the need of social belonging within family and peer groups, etc. 

    Further ethical discussion: Any artificially produced “thoughts” (clairvoyance thought broadcasts) in conjunction with "mindmaps" and/or chemical influence (not comprehensively disclosed and/or nonconsensual) shall not be practiced.


  • Architecture / Design – To all peoples, I would like:

    Architecture / Design – To all peoples, I would like:

    I would like you to feel important and appreciated.

    I would like you to feel beautiful. (Women)

    I would like you to feel loved, always.

    I would like you to have your needs met.

    I would like your individual preferences to be honored and respected, always.