I really like being kind to all peoples. It is important for me to do so. When I take a “soul inventory” of my life, I ask: “have I victimized anyone”?
While I am not perfect, I am a human that has lived and made mistakes and learned from my mistakes, I feel that I have never victimized anyone. I certainly have never intentionally harmed people, certainly not to the point of someone feeling they are a victim of me.
I feel I have been at the receiving end of being made a victim.
When I was doing what I called “community service” in the Warzone of my city, I noticed something that is worth addressing. Those people on the streets are vulnerable and are the marginalized of society. We need to help these vulnerable people, we, as society, need to protect them. I could tell when “badness” “got in” a person. It causes a reaction and I hypothesize that that reaction is responsible for acts of hate, for murders.
I was looking at a homeless beggar that was in the median. I actually recorded this particular event on camera. The man was, more or less, doing fine begging alone. All of a sudden it is like something “got in” his person and he started yelling and cursing and cussing. He turned from a calm beggar, almost instantaneously, into a raging angry man.
In this (hidden) reality that I became aware of, this Freudian, sexualized culture, there seems to be an effect of semen. This is what I call the seminal influence effect and I wonder if it is actually the “Semantic Web” gone wrong.
Albuquerque, the city I live in has had issue with our Police department. Somewhat recently, the Department of Justice investigated APD (Albuquerque Police Department) taking interest in their rape and pedophilia culture.
It is a society level issue that we must acknowledge and address.
Regarding police, I do not have any issue with civil servants enforcing laws, yet I believe a lot of actual police may not be aware of what the reality is, I see a lot of police as victims of being misled and miseducation. I believe that a certain layer of reality functions with global and ancient dynamics. There must have been some ancient culture that was Poe or Poe Poe or Popo. For some reason these people had special privileges regarding weapons and technology or time. The Poe may exist in a culture that is highly sexualized. I hypothesize it is the true job of the Popo to connect people, specifically women with their (inter-dimensionally) husband to fulfill their Ketubot (marital promise to bear offspring). The dynamic is that the woman knows her husband very well, connected souls, yet the man may not be totally aware of this relationship. It is the job of the Poe, to refrain from personal interest and to use self control and restraint and willpower to “deliver” and “connect” that relationship with their true love connection. It must take mental fortitude and control over one’s self to refrain from corruption. If a Poe acts on their urges and in their personal self interest, that is corruption and a criminal act. I feel it takes a lot to be a legit and honest Poe to not act on what may be temptation with very sexual and sexually attractive women. You could see why it is so easy to become corrupted being a Poe.
Regarding policing, there truly is not much need for brute force anymore. Why? Line up and prepare a police unit with the strongest officers. We are going to have a hand-to-hand combat battle to end this. “Are they there and ready for the battle of good guys vs. bad guys?” “Yes”. “Okay good. Countdown: 3 2 1”: Laser emission with extreme brain shocks that physically and mentally disables the entire unit, dropping the strongest officers and entire unit to their knees. So brute force is really not relevant anymore. Sure a job as a construction worker could require that physical strength, but a high testosterone physical strength of police officers is not very useful on the job of enforcing statutes. That high testosterone brute strength, in all honesty, is more a liability to the municipality than otherwise. No need for SWAT or even any military might, just less than 0.2 amps from a remote triangulated electric discharge should disable the perpetrator much more efficiently.
I hypothesize, and I realize that is what happens. The “badness” or “hate” that gets in a person and drives them to acts of hate and violence is from seminal influence of their person.
As written about in previous writings, these systems in play “quantify” the person and link or assign characteristics of a person, a person’s DNA, inert objects and property, any concepts to actual people. For example, you can “quantify” every blood cell of a person and assign or link an individual blood cell with an actual person separate from the person whose blood cell it is. This will explain phenomena and sayings like “he’s got hate in his heart”, or “that person is cancerous”. Now we are talking on a level of quantum processing, so a person can be “assigned” as many things.
That is one reason what rape is such an atrocity. Rape is equitable to unjustified homicide. Some men seem to excrete “badness” and “hate” and “wrongs” such as racists. Atrocities occur if these people “get in”. They are not allowed to “get in” because atrocities occur if they do. People in this sexualized culture and layer of reality seemingly know who the “bad” people are and know who is not allowed to get in somehow. That explains the phenomena of rape. These bad men trick people and force their way to “get in”.
One phenomena that has affected me is also male rape. I hypothesize that these male rapists have failed with women so they resort to a male’s body and property. As an example, the system of quantification assigns and connects a woman as that man’s rib, and that is why one man will feel pain in a rib when his rib gets penetrated.
No woman wants these men’s semen because it is atrocious! So they resort to raping a man’s body and property.
Of course rape is a complex subject, there are motives of power and influence that exist too.
The logic of pedophilia seems to be a desire for “purity” and other derangement.
It is all subjects I care not to take any interest in, and I prefer to not have anything to do with such subjects, but I realize that I am an unfortunate victim of such a phenomena.
I assume that the reader agrees that both phenomena is wrong, badness.
These actors seemingly have no conscience and are not apologetic for committing such atrocities. If they could get away without being caught, they have no moral turpitude at all with such actions. I have searched for reason and have even made excuses for such atrocious actors, thinking perhaps they, too, have non-consensually implanted optical lenses and actually know not what they do. It is a hope.
So, I do not like getting angry. I do not like being mean. I do take responsibility for my actions and words, yet what I realize is that badness, hate, wrongs “get in” and propel and influence me (instantaneously) to get angry and say things I don’t really want to say and do things I don’t really want to do. It is atrocious men getting in through rape.
The atrocious, if it gets in, has and will propel people to senseless murder.
This anger response, if one is able to control him or herself, is definitely functional and has a purpose. It is defending the self and someone beyond the self.
Even though it is hard to understand, sometimes anger is appropriate and helps us survive.
We need to figure out how to block the badness from getting in.